HuMaN CoMpLeXiTy

Pulling on a stop

2005-08-31T02:05:00.000+08:00

feelin jus hit rock bottom..

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thats it..

i've just killed myself..

no longer the person u noe..

blame my stupidity..

-signing of here-

-Last Entry -

自我封闭是我的选择。无须任何的解释，就算是我一时的天真所造成这个也许无法弥
补的局面！可能唯一我能做的是静静的离开。

不必感到可惜，因为这是我的选择。

last week...

2005-08-30T04:10:00.000+08:00

hooray, i finally finish my InMa.. no more killing n poisoning here n there.. actually i had fun althoug i really had a headache do it.. i kinda get hooked.. thinking i shall try something simple again.. hehe..

can't blog e pass few days coz my bro is back n he's been hoggin onto e damn desktop.. n my wireless cant detect again.. -frown-

haha he's not back today.. everything is mine.. -evil grin-

k e pass few days was fun. or lets say last week.. hoho.. teng drove me to n fro from school to home everyday.. her dad's car was cool.. more like a bus den car, KIA (korean brand).. very comfy.

Went out with them for e pass 1 week.. was fun n wif Chris.. flyaway production starting soon lo.. as a props anager.. i'm still waiting for e damn script althought i noe e synopsis alr.. lol..

went location hunting on Saturday.. yo yo wasn't in a good mood la.. n it affects teng me n chris.. well.. dunnoe wat happen she don wan to say.. things turn awkward abit here n there... n CHRIS N I WAS LIKE A SANDWICH.. okie.. nvm over alr..

was watching the chinese movie directed by jack noe on sunday(pao ba hai zi!).. towards the end the little said this which i feel is pretty true la.. the translation was sort of like this.. "if there ain't misunderstanding between frens, u wun noe who's ur real true frens tat cares" haha.. kind of think it thru of wat has happen e whole of this sem la.. n i'm putting it back as a bad memories tats all.. i don wanna noe who is rite or wrong from e beginning.. and who is to blame.. it seems pointless.. as long as everyone's happy n tats it..

today was e last nite b4 InMa submission for the tuesday class.. a lot of people was staying in the InMa lab n do their work.. i was there pretty early today.. ard 10 plus till 10 plus.. solid 12 hours.. n e air is so damn cold that i keep goin to e toilet..

yong came in n out ocassionally to help.. was damn frustrated during the slicing.. sitting their n stone .. was kinda on the wrong mood for a moment b4 i get back normal.. haha.. yong was being helpful to come ask me how was i doin n i was their kind of lost .. haiz..

dana, phoebe, gill made the room more livly in a way... dharni too... the whole room is filled with their laughter.. during the late afternoon i dunno wat happen.. i think dana n phoebe was playing ard.. they were like about to start a war by holding their chair up n ready to fight.. well.. i donnoe wat happen.. i'm rite in a little corner busy woth work..

stan, justin, shi shi, yo yo n pris helped me along the way while i was stuck with yong's dissappearance to a 2 hour meeting.. n he came back lokking so tired.. haha.. k i shouldnt be laughing..

we all stay till 9 where by the chief security came in to make a lot of niose by chasing us away.. saying that we didn inform them about the stay... the man was so ridiculous tat i could feel tat yong was angry la.. haha.. their tone of speech was like .. eh.. k angry la..

aiya that man la.. ku ku one la.. tok so loud like no one can hear him.. seriously i turned off n jus concentrating on my work.. haha

poor yong was suppose to leave at 9 but becoz of e stupid security, giedre n him has to stay back wif us.. hehe soorrryyyyy!!!.... designer's r last min worker la.. haha..

and one thing.. yongs gonna go on army or reservist or wat so ever in 3 weeks time.. have to say bye bye to his hair.. haha...

bleah k la.. i noe u .. i noe yong u are reading.. u go about telling ppl u read everyones blog.. bleah.. wat ever la... haha.. i jus complete my development folder.. damn 4 am in da morning... x.x (spinning)...

walked home with yo yo today.. she today siao siao one.. yesterday moody swing to like mad woman.. the walk home was all her voice la.. n she can still ask

yoyo: "eh shan, why only i tok u never tok arh"..
me:" huh, coz u today happy mah so tok alot lo.."
yoyo:"is it.. "
me: "-.-"

haha.. k k have to slp liao.. later InMa presentation.. lala..

see ya guys..

*BY THE WAY.. THOSE WHO ARE IN ALFIE'S LANGUAGE OF FILM CLASS, THERE'S A REPLAY OF WATERSIDE DOWN ON WEDNESDAY MORNING AT 10AM SHARP. IT'S OPEN FOR BOTH MONDAY N FRIDAY CLASS, I SUPPOSE OUTSIDERS ARE WELCOME AS WELL. *

nitez.. signing off.... ~~~~~~~zzzzzzzzzzzzz

mark this day.. I'm sorry

2005-08-24T02:15:00.000+08:00

was feelin fark up by a msg today.. n my whole day was upside down..

InMa was shoot again.. its postcard again.. design sense is totally 0.. well.. someone jus lend me a hand n kill me.. or poison me.. i cant take it no more..

trauma over trauma came pouring all onto me today..
TV pro was giving me prob today where i have to get ppl who is not even in my class to help..
InMa was turmed upside down again coz yong says i'm trying to get things that techonology can help.. i mark his words..

I"m sorry i blow up at my peers coz my frustration has hit the peak.. i noe i'm not suppose to but.. i've done it.. n ppl ask me not to apologise but to change for e better, well perhaps i'm jus tat bad in comparison to certain ppl.. they r e angel n i'm jus e devil.. so be it la..

i'm trying my very best not to give anyone attitude already.. but ppl ard me jus take me for granted.. pushing me to my limit.. hey i'm not here to tolerate ur attitude.. if ya ll cant control pls give me a prior notice.. dun hit me off guard..

well, todays another day where i dunnoe where my mind has gone too.. i was surpressin myself not to blow up at a particular personl today.. n i'm glad i've survived thru.. 3 cheerssss(hidden msg)..haha... carry on wif wat ever u all wan to give that person.. i'm washing my hands out... i'm gonner be the fixer at the end rather den trying to fix the thing where ppl don foresee...

*PS.. today's blog is jus to throw my feelings out.. ultimaely this is my blog.. i can write anything i wan, If any one feels i'm targeting at u.. so be it coz i noe after todays blog, i bare no grudge to anyone, and if anyone wans to blame, hate me or dislike me.. i can onli apologise.. thank u*

22nd August 2005

2005-08-23T00:32:00.000+08:00

haha.. had been days since i blogged.. was damn lazy to blog and oso of my stupid connection.. darn it...

haha today school was as usual.. ppl pissed of here n there.. w/o slp here n there.. usually this kind of things will affect me to get moody as well.. but today i'm alrite.. I WAS IMMUNED.. haha... well.. not tat i'm not showing concern... its jus tat when there r too tired or pissed, my concern for them is totally ZERO... jus might as well shut up n happy go lucky... haha

today's laofi was as usual.. watch moive n have to write on it.l. but this is the last paper.. we r supposed to hand in on week 15 but Alfie extended to week 16.. haha.. theres no week 16.. but ya la.. to be kind Alfie extended e time la..hehe

today slack till 4 plus n head to music vox to listen to bassfish jam.. todays jamming sessions was supposed to be an hour .. 5 to 6 den suppose to watch charlie n choc factory wif gQ n joel.. but 1 had to start on InMa and another 1 had not slept for a day n was damn tited.. well if theres a chance den another day lo.. jus hope tat its still screening on week 16 haha..
i was upset but not angry wif anyone la.. dun see e point of making my own life so miserable by pissed n angry over such little things in life..

jamming session was fun today as well although onli left me n seks in the end but i had a lot of fun.. i missed bassfish jamming for 2 session last week... today found out that they had improvement.. but i didn tel anyone of them.. they r more bonded together in a way.. more co-ordinations.. glenn's singing was getting better and gQ movement was much smoother.. haha.. happy for them la.. although they are very tired but they still keep up the sprite to jam.. :) ganbatte neh bassfish..

and ya to mud was very very evil.. haha... i was paying wif his guitar wif concentration n out of no where he hit me on my shoulder n gave me a shocked.. mud hit ppl.. haha 1st time... 1st encounter.. hhaa.. well i think he's happy wif his performance today so kind of let loose n play ard.. haha.. good for ya.. i wasnt angry but more of a shocked... finding mud actually has an interesting character.. hhaaa

so after bassfish jamming went dinner wif gQ n rainer... gQ was feeling very bad.. having a very very bad maigrain due to lack of slp la.. hiaz.. ganbatte lo..

came home pretty early today so ya was procastinating today.. coz was damn pissed e past few days when i was working on my InMa... might as well asve my time for rest n consult yong tmr la.. hehehe..

was home n surprisingly found my bro at home.. haha.. later den i noe he got notice from his camp tat he's posted to taiwan for a year trainings.. wow cool... i can have the room all by myself..well i'm not tat evil tat i wan him to leave immediately la.. i wqas thinking this is a good chance for him to see wats outside as well la... n when he comes back he can immediate clear all his leaves n have his ORD... haha... alot of slacking time for time by the time.. haha..

still continue procastinating....haha...lala.. doin my last InMa layout in awhile....lalallala... tmr's P2n presentation n everyone has to be formal.. haha... well... i'm not very nervous now la.. but i think tmr i will la wif so many ppl in the LT watching.. arh.. formal tmr.. have to iron my clothes again.. hate the damn heavy iron.. bleah.. hoho... k k.. of to work...

BY THE WAY BASSFISH PERFORMING AT FAR EAST THIS SUNDAY . TIME IS IN THE EVENING 4 30PM TO 5 00PM... PLEASE COME AND SUPPORT... AND YA... TICKETS PURCHASE FROM RYCE EH...

ABEL DON FORGET $5.. HAHA.. joke of the day.. jahahah...=.=

Its wednesday or thursday..

2005-08-18T05:37:00.000+08:00

Seriously, staying up so late this often had made me loose the sense of day, sat n time.. my day is still my day.. my nite is not my nite .. it belongs to my day.. sian.. had sleepless nite the past few days and today get my InMa done till this time and its like 1/3 done.. sianz till drop.. :'(

was in school at 11 am on wednesday, met up with adrian in avid .. nice using my comp to do editing.. i think the whole purpose for me to be in this grp is to use my laptop la.. hiaz.. watever.. feeling so insignificant.. wonder if i can manage to pass P2.. was toking to joel about if we cant make it how.. gonna retain 1 sem which is equavalent to 1 year.. pls NOOOOOOO.. i'l leave school immediately.. so is joel.. hiaz.. bleah.. k was telling myself n jo to me more optimistic la... but hiaz.. still -cries-

went to tv pro w/o my breakfast n lunch.. was starving like mad... damn jus recover from stomach flu n gastric n now it came again.. was having lunch at 4 with hans, kath, siyuan, max and jared.. ryce was not in e mood i think.. i hardly been able to tok to her the entire day... yeah n also i'm mixing wif kath, hans and joel more often now... haha.. nvm la..

hey, i miss bassfish jamming for 2 days.. monday was a private but today wasn't.. i missed coz of 2 reason but i will onli say 1.. hehe.. tat was i try to help joel wif his P2 audio.. damn it.. at eleven hours work.. nvm .. damn pro tool very ma fan.. all thanks to chris.. the sound man.. haha..

finial had the audio burn out.. n hand it over for shi shi to edit in AVID... took her damn long to complete.. funny thingy happened in AVID.. Linus was alone in express one.. so i went up to e door and call him. he wqas shocked.. 2nd time in one day.. woot!.. sorry Linus i did it one purpose.. haha joking.. i dunnoe u r so timid.. ya la... if i were to be u, i'll get a shock hell out of me oso la.. hahha..

joel was the funny one.. seriously.. no one can compare man.. was wif him in audio room doning nothing.. till about 8 and went over to AVID.. so joel as a gentlemen can;t let 2 ladies doin all the job even thou he do not have to do anthing.. so i sat wif LInus n ocassionally walked over to shi shi in express 2... tat nice bro of mind was along the path way in AVID pacing here n there.. dunnoe wats up his mind la.. hiaz.. so i say..

me: ooi joel..
joel:*slience no reply, continue pacing*
me: JOEL! why r u pacing here n there?
joel: arh.. dunnoe i have nothing to do.. so i jus pacing ard..
me: =.= *seriously i have no comments*

since i have nothing to do as well i pace wif him.. but after a few pace i was thinking .. hey why am i such an idiot to follow him.. so i went back to shi shi room to check them out.. haha.. was lame la i waste my time watching them do.. hey but dun think i really waste time la.. at least i got to noe how to do digitizing back to tape.. haha.. kool!..

Linus was damn pissed with P2 jus now.. coz there something worng with his tape.. he can;t record.. OMG his face was totally different... hiaz.. i was slience all the while looking at him goin from room to room... finially.. i dunnoe wat he did.. he finially got the darn thing INTO the tape.. hahah..

next was shi shi... she didn encounter probs la.. coz all the prob was encountered by LInus.. aha.. with Linus help we manage to get things done n we pack up n go.. woot!

Immediatley the AVID door closes shishi was mad n crazy screaming she has finish her P2.. haha.. can really see she's really happy n proud of herself la.. went to meet GQ n gang for dinner.. den tio aeroplane.. haiz.. watever la.. nvm.. hehe... had dinner with shi shi, Linus n joel.. Linus order the black pepper chicken.. it was so hot that he could not tok after he finishes... HE finishes his bubble tea and was still feeling terrible.. so he went to get a bottle of ice water.. when he come back n was about to drink shi shi said something tats making Linus feel worse...

shi shi: eh u noe when ur hot, the more cold water u drink the more hot it goes..
Linus:*unable to speak* =.=
me: ya should take warm water instead
shi shi: NOOO... not effective enough... should drink milk. You noe why.. becoz milk is alkaline and chilli is acidic.. milk neutralizes the acid in chilli...
Linus: *continues drinking his cold water and listen attentively*
me: wow.. (thinking yeah its true eh.. alikaline n acid makes neutral)

Linus: (finially he could talk) nevermind la...

Linus den very gek kiang la.. using the straw and try to allow the water to flow down back to the bottle.. we are all looking in amaze la.. e water flows down in circulating the straw..

Den out of a sudden all the ice was accidentally poured out onto the table..

Linus went..

Linus: eh white precipitate on the table...
shishi: white precipitate.. hmm.. its wat arh.. its nitrate..
me: =.=
joel:(as usual.. no idea wat she's toking abt)
Linus: (listen in astonishment)

and shi shi continues

me: eh den wats green ppt?
shi shi: eh.. iron.. iron ions

me: den wats blue?
shi shi: (cant rem wat she say, but when i say cobalt she agrees.. -shrugz)

she's so carried away till we say..

we: eh lets leave...
shi si: eh.. wah lau..

so we left..

along the way while walking to bus 293 we r toking nonsense of some dirty joeks.. becoz it was partially in chinese.. joel didn catch the joke.. okie well...

got onto the bus wif joel .. reach interchange accidentally saw gQ waiting for bus 28.. haha its so damn obvious to spot him in the crowd.. worse is the crowd is small.. hahaha... call him.. feelin that he was damn tired la.. n now its 6 10am.. n i didn see him.. muz be off to bed...hhahaha....

tonite i seriously is totally no slp.. hell.. i'm gonna be zombie.. but i'll control my temper.. hehe...

hoho.. another few hours to go.. i cant possible slp coz if i slp i wun be able to wake up..n thursday is a long day n i have to get ppl to help me do InMA slicing... arh..

as i type n type i thought i'll feel tired n wan to slp.. but its totally opposite... it cant be the teh peng i drank during the supper-dinner.. haha.. so ya.. maybe the slpin time for me is totally over already tats y i cant slp.. haha... nvm la.. watch tv... hoho...

signing of...

start at: 537 am
end at: 6 12 am..

hoho.. GOOOOOODDDD MORNING!!!!

All because of the air cons fault.. :(

2005-08-17T02:34:00.000+08:00

to daddy:

so sorry daddy, but its not my fault. its all because of the damn air con that cause ur finger to get a cut.. hehe... get well soon den.. hoho sorry for e aniseptic too.. i forgot thats the strong one.. ni put too much for u.. oopppps i'm so sorry... i'lll put less e next time.. get well soon wound..

love ya,
shan :)

hoho.. today was cool... 1st time walking home wif joel di di... hehe.. as usual a lot of craooy stuff come out of his mouth.. no surprise.. lalala.... cool we toked a lot on all kinds of stuff esp my our people relationship.. haha.. i agree to all my hands n feets that ignorgant is bliss... hoho.. nice one jo.. well today i'm suppose to be doing my InMa.. but out of sympathy.. i stayed in school to help my nice joel di di with his P2 DAT recording.. it was hectic la.. we had e DAT loan out at 3 plus... suddenly i ask joel this...

me: hey jo, did u bring the DAT tape?
joel: *thinking n pondering* for a moment..
wait.. i thought we could borrow out from the equipment store?
me: ooi equipment store don provide one lo.. have to get it urself..

Into panick mode.. from e school canteen we chiong all e way to the school bookshop to check if they sell DAT.. and its obvious the lady don undersatnd wats DAT.. lucky kath came along saying chris might have.. oh my savour chris he actually had extra.. haha.. hey why am i e one so happy...it should be joel.. hpmh.. gaga..

so we went back den thinking n start toking about mono n stereo.. to our horror we onli had 1 mic... which means we r on e MONO mode.... arh.. its 4 20pm.. rush back to see if they can allow us wif 2 mic.. but the answer is NOOOOOOOOOOO... omg.. nvm.. went up to audio room looking for chris.. chris checked our headphone...

chris: did u all check the plug in size of the headphone?
me:huh??
joel:*rumble thru the bag looking for e headphone* arh here it is.. =.=
chris: arh ha.. e wrong plug in..
me:=.= great .. nice game...* check e time 4 30 pm*
me: eh 4 30 already.. faster joel let check if we can still get e person to change for us....

* pwoof* to the lift up went e lift and down again.. ran to e equip store.. omg to our horror its close.. damn it.. how to use w/o headphone... open the door about ti leave saw e malay guy incharge.. hoho.. a glimpse of hope..

me: eh joel e guy is there , do u wan to ask him..
joel: ask la..
me: good .. u ask...
joel:=.=
*walk towards the guy*
joel: excuse me can we change the headphone.. blah blah blah..

* to my surprise w.o a 2nd word he actually open n change for us.. haha.. to think he's not tat bad TODAY.. lol... alala....

k went back to the studio to charge the bat but b4 tat had a hard time borrowing the 2 pin plug from e GO.. hiaz.. waste so much on my effort n connection inside ther4e wif the 3 lady.. hiaz... hahah... hoho.. manage to get it at last at e cost of if i don return i have to pay.. my name n ic were taken down...

hey jo u better return asap... dun get me into trouble.. hoho... kkk...

was walking wif jo to e interchange to get his n mine ez link card top up.. den we walked home together.. our legs were tired to sat at e busstop to rest la..
but dunnoe wat on earth had happen when i get up to continue my way home my sole hurt badly.. like walking on something very hot.... it was so damn pain with or with out shoe la.. haiz.. reach home stuck to my favourite sofa for an hour b4 i drag myself to e shower room.. do my InMa onli like 5% .. den change to do my P2 reflection and the budget form.... hiaz.. k.

really cant take it anymore.. my back hurt again tonite... great man.. no need to have a good nite slp already.. n damn it i didn get proper slp e past few days coz i kept dreaming of the same person over n over again... which make my nite sleepless.. sigh... it was lucky last nite i was too tired to dream about him.. haha... coz my mind was filled wif onli InMa.. dreaming of my InMa layout.. haiz..

wat does those dreams mean leh.. i'm puzzled n confused... welll who cares.. bleah
haha

hoho tmr having tv pro meeting...n tmr's tv will be short according to wahidah last week.. i HOPE it really is short.. oh man.. i wan my bed..

signning off...

love ya all...

love my mommy n daddy... n bro in camp.. didn manage to get his call today.. so sad.. hoho busy wif exam in camp wor... ganbatte kudasai.... hehe....

nitez x.x

Congrats

2005-08-15T02:50:00.000+08:00

congratulations to rainer- san.. he won the Intel Cup 2005..

HIs next aachievement is the WCG competition next month.. every one put ur hands together n cheer.. hehe..

okie finally got my NEW InMa layout out .. hiaz.. in the end i still have to do something i use to do.. n its so cliche... diary layout.. sad.. e previous was being said like a postcard.. haiz.. i expected that la..

i oso feel it looks like a postcard.. but i jus like dat pic.. but its no more weishan portfolio le if i really choose to put that pics which is a skyline of SG.. hahha.. so have to change n do something dats me.. n thats by reading my online diary/ portfolio.. haha.. hope n pray hard this time works.. tats my very 1st idea thou.. haha.. was thinking of trying something new but den better not la.. i'm goin to stay on e safe line coz i don have much time liao.. we r suppose to start linking all sort of stuff here n there already.. but mine is still not approved.. great..

cant wait till its holi.. wat should we plan this time round.. e guys r asking me to hold aranda chalet again.. i was thinking so.. but this time round will be a small one.. n no food is included.. we r gonna eat outside..hahah.. rainer-san say can have 1 day bbq.. but pls spare me.. i don wan to end up wif ryce at gQ place again marinating those chicken.. i was scolded by XJ for e marinating.. bleah.. my fault again.. haiz.. nvm... Dun forget we have e NYDC coupon.. we can have our lunch there.. den dinner we'll think about it later.. haha.. those who wan to have chalet pls voice out.. haha.. if not.. i oso dunnoe wat to do for this holi la.. cant posibly have a an small neighbourhood tour.. actually can leh.. a one day trip to JB.. we all go eat there.. hahah.. cool.. but waste time travelling la.. next day we'll be all dead at home slping.. hahal.. SG still da best.. hoho..

e whole of the above para i was toking to myself .. its all nonsense.. so everyone can ignore.. ahha.. lameness overwhelm.. i needa slp.. its coming to 3am lo.. haha...

today was an emo n rotting day for me..
-sign off-

Looking Back

2005-08-14T17:58:00.000+08:00

hey.. its been a few days since i last blogged. i doubt anyone would notice. nevermind shall begin today's blog.

was bored to death today at home, stuck infront of the computer thinking of my Laofi. Sound, supposingly it shouldn't be too difficult but who knows i got stuck with all soryts of stupid thinkings that i shouldn't be thinking right now. started out on my Laofi at 1pm sharp today and the nice thing was i finish writing at 5 pm. Nice, what the heck too me so long. Don;'t ask me i have no idea either. okie i'm talking nonsense to myself again.

STOP THINKING RUBBISH!!

haven been able to blog last night because of my nice brother downloading anime. sigh, had samson's n glenn's birthday celebrated on friday night. Happy Birthday to the both of them. Glenn's Birthday is on the coming tuesday which is the 16th. Since the guys didn do anything to Samson i suppose Glenn will be spared.haha

i was reading the IMDboys past blog entry from the beginning to relax for awhile. don't know what makes me choose to read their blog, but as usual their entry was hilarious, thinking back of the past was pretty interesting. hehe

tonight have to work hard for InMa. No time to fool around anymore.

oh by the way congratualte to GM rainer he easily won on the first day of the match.haha. seems no big deal to him. today was the second day, he was very confident last night saying that he should be able to win the $2500 worth of cash and prizes. All the best. haha.

alright, relax time over. got to get my shower and continue doing work.

see ya..

Start @ 3 45am..Ends @ 4 20am

2005-08-11T03:45:00.000+08:00

k.. i am damn bored now as i'm doing my vectors n blogging at e same time.. stupid me.. i can actually finished it about an hour ago la.. but fucking freehand crash on me n i didn have time to save.. well have to re do.. sianz..

well, today ryce was overly high n we have to congrats kath n hans.. hehe.. onli i'm in high emo mood.. was toking to kath n lynette while helping e yr 3 wif their P3 filming.. hiaz. was at e LT watching some RA movie.. but it was cut all over e place n i dunnoe wat e hell am i watching.. so yeah.. busy toking n shifting places.. haha..

back to the jamming studio .. i was really high over their 5th original esp e bridge.. it was cool.. i didn noe Sam has ulcer.. i thought is was his wisdom tooth being naughty.. haha.. poor sam.. i was high on their 5th original as i've said.. e onli part i cant take it is when glenn did e screamo.. i frown out of a sudden.. like some one pull u out of the fun when u r highing playing la.. i think he hasnt reach e right feling la.. hmm.. well but they did really well today.. can see everyone had enjoyed the session.. mud wasn't very high as usual.. he;s e one thats like stoning but very engross on wat he's doin.. which is oso good la..hhehee...

didn really wan to let off my emo today but in the end kath still saw it.. well.. jus pardon me my foolishness, silliness, stupidity, sensitivity n jealousy.. hiaz.. wth is goin on wif me.. hiaz...

10th of august.. i'll never forget this day coz i was slammed by hans n kath.. heck.. kath can still say..

kath: when we r doin things u don stand at e door la..
me: wat the heck.. (eh u all 2 r doing something dat make me in e dilemma of either moving oput quickly of stay in the door)

so i turned back NOT SEE ANYTHING ( i was lookin at yo yo n tengs direction).. e next time i turned ard i was SLAMMED BY THE STUPID DOOR.. damn it.. lol.. well .. but nvm.. haha..

as usual.. we parted sam, glenn n mud n went for our dinner.. i was damn hungry.. so i finished all my rice today.. haha..

later we waked rainer home n he paid for our cab fare.. lol..well feeling tat still was on e right term la.. but well i'm trying very hard already.. but it doesnt seems to work...

perhaps tats e crack tat'll never be mend.. well.. nvm.. perhaps its jus a wrong turn la.. but nvm.. i wan to throw everything baack.... lol.. wat am i toking.. well nvm..

tmr had to show yong my 4 pages.. actually i have more den 4 becoz i make use of e same stuff n come up wif another placing la.. nothing really wow la.. jus wan it plain n simple..

i probably noe wat yong gonna question me la.. to be frank i wasn't really prepare wat reason to say.. coz its base on my gut feelings... ask me to give a reason will be a lie la.. but well white lie doesnt hurt eh?? arh.. nvm.. face e music tmr la.. oh well lets say later.. coz its alr 4 am n i'm still doin some stupid last min work given by my fren..

well, i don blame him la.. he has a lot of work to take care of.. if not of him i'll flung la.. so pardon me if i sounded pissed.. hehe..

well.. having audio at 9am.. chris (yr3) told me he's not working wif us for our final proj coz he was allowed to join e sound design proj.. well, things jus ain't going on rite at this time la.. hope tayt he'll do a better job in another proj.. n i noe he can.. haha.. chris leh.. hehe..

tmr will be a long day.. really long to be frank.. having my lesson till 8.. hiaz..
nvm.. last few lesson alr.. ganbatteeee..

oh by the way to let everyone noe.. this 13th n 16th was samson's n glenn's bday.. haha.. n we r celebrating it on fri after 6.. hehe.. n i was telling joel jus now.. we the conversation was crap la..

me: eh joel, fri celebrating both sam n glenn bday.. come hor..
joel: i 'maybe' having my P2 filming.
me: its in e evening
joel: everyone bday have perty.. mine is e most sucky
me: sorry la.. ur bday crashes wif M2
me: we re celeb for u la..
joel: nvm X(
joel: i jus wan free stuff( talking about the M2 tshirt)
me: wah
joel: this kind of party i have 2 request..
me: (thinkin wah still got request wor)
joel: 1st.. is tat beer
me: arh.. well i don mine.. i doubt ryce n kath will mine.. gQ & rainer will probably drink .. no idea of glenn n sam..
joel: aiya u i dun care la.. coz u sure go one la..
me:wth.. okie lo.. i dun go la..
joel: 2nd request is rainer MUST go.. coz he's my drinking partner..
me:(in mind: eh wtf.. rainer dun go u dun go la..)
joel: well anyway.. i have to see if i have my filming..
me: =.= no comments..

-cries- wat a nice bro i have.. hiaz..

oh well, its very very very late already.. its 4 15am.. muahah.. finially can say i finish my vector already.. i was half typing n half doin it la.. der.. can say pretty fast la.. coz i've got e hang on freehand.. crap.. stupid programe... but tat oso e prog where by e res stay when we stretch e pics.. haha.. watever la.. i'm still trying my best to figure out how e hell Photoshop works..

oh.. forget to tok about this.. i was at teng teng house yesterday.. cool.. fluffy was so cute.. i cant stop hugging her.. oh well fluffy was teng's dog.. i never hear her bark at all.. she's so wen rou.. OMG.. e onli time she barks is when she saw her own clique.. haha.. she's cute la.. haha..
was at linus house on sunday.. didn get e chance to see his dog.. cant rem e name.. was it bam bam?? arghh

hehe.. oh well.. got to go ctah some slp already hafta wake up at 7 30.. OMG.. its 4 20am.. haha.. signing off here.. toking to much crap n happy reading my crap.. lalala.....

sunday

2005-08-08T00:43:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i keep thinking tmr is still a week end.. i think its becoz i was wif kath, siyuan, max n fred on saturday.. it seems like school day to me la..

today its sunday.. meet up wif rainer at small mac today to head for Linus house for their P2 filming.. this group was pretty hilarious la.. as we noe coz theres rainer.. as usual.. lame n gay with any guys ard..

hiaz.. i shan't elaborate more about his guy stuff.. hans, lynette n linus was pretty funny as well.. hehe.. head down to east cost in 2 cabs.. kath, hans n lynette den linus, rainer n me.. hohoho the beach is flooded wif a lot of pple.. linus, rainer n hans get into e filming.. while lynette sat down to look after the things n draw.. hoho... kath n i was foolin ard oso la. slacking for me to be exact la..
i was damn sick wif my InMa.. decided to take a break today.. had 2 n a half page out.. but wasnt a wohaa la.. simple la.. lynette say feelin very floating.. perhaps its e image la.. not strong enough.. hiaz..

rainer was manipulating my pics at linus place la.. he had fun i think.. but i was feeling very idiot wif my work.. hiaz..

kath n hans left together at ard 6 30.. leaving me, rainer, lynette n linus.. rainer n linus was filming a kite being destroy by e beach.. it was damn hilarious when rainer have to carry e cam n move to search for e kite.. damn funny.. took a few of their pics.. haha.. too bad i HP sux la.. cant upload..

came back to tampines intending to have dinner.. in e end rainer had his dinner while i was stoning.. having stupid headache out of a sudden.. haiz.. came home took pain killer.. now was feelin a bit hungry but lazy to go cook something la.. hehe...

came home abt 8 45 n miss e CNA.. watch e repeat jus now.. n its sux.. i mean i'm sux.. so damn ugly.. hiaz.. don wan to see it e second time... tmr anyone who mention it i shall dig a whole n bury myself.. pengz....

tmr's plan is to meet up wif all my TV pro members to discuss 3 ideas to propose to wah at 11 30.. but some pple seems to have an appoint wif alfie.. so i think maybe have to do it after lesson lo.. coz have to come out 3 draft ideas n better come up wif e crew list as well.. hahah...

tues is a public holi.. n i'm gonna get my InMa done.. afew more pages to come up i suppose...

wed have to meet up wif yong b4 tv pro.. hope tat my idea works.. bleah..i had my proposal changed.. x.x

time flies really fast.. soon its gonna come to the end of another sem.. i cant wait for this sem to pass.. coz a lot of things had happen.. i wan it to be a by pass asap... get it of..

haha.. kinda bored now.. hmm... gonna go bed early today.. hehe... see ya guys in school.. nite nite..

CCN Day

2005-08-06T02:00:00.000+08:00

haha.. my title always had no link to wat i;m sayig la..
i didn go to CCn... i happen to PASS BY.. n theres so any pple... wah... people mountain people sea... haha...

met up wif justin, si yuan, rainer, gQ, hans, kath n joel today after their lesson..
went to play pool till 5 plus.. cost us $27.50.. haha..
i'm suckz at pool.. onli luckily won rainer n jo once.. e rest is me loosing like mad..
esp e match wif rainer... wah lau.. i onli get 1 ball in n he clear all.. wah i was damn depress till.. e rest of e games were e guys playing while i stone. sianz..

hilarious thing happen here n there la..
as usual those guys were gaying all e time..don wan to comment on that .. haha

well i returned to school for my eng lesson.. damn it onli 3 ppl turned up.. den e lect don wan to return me my mock papers.. damn sian lo.. i was trying to speed up e lesson while a girl trying to slow it all down.. please lo e lesson machiam like can end at 7 40 like dat lo.. den becoz of her it ended at 8..

met up wif rainer, gQ n joel to drinking.. hhaha.. i thin those 3 are wondering y am i taking their pics 3 in a row..

its becoz.. rainer has a pic of those bear bear tat has printed words on their stomach.. on tues i went to e book shop wif them.. den they saw his 3 bear wif G.A.Y on their stomach.. so rainer took a pics of it.. so can u all relate y am i trying to taking their pics in a row.. coz e 3 bear resemblence to them.. e 3 GAYS.. haha..

it was fun when they drink n gay ard.. i had this feeling tat joel was weird today.. really weird.. he's notdrunk.. but i suppose he's tipsy la.. we share a cab home.. it was funni la.. we drop joel 1st.. e meter was not even 10 cent lo... haha... can imagine its less den a 100 metre.. haha.. i was e second to drop... den gQ.. den rainer.. haha... rainer is rice this few days la.. but i suppose when he got his tabletn perhaps dvd burner n all that will be gone.. ahha...

well.. today is anoher day which no idea strikes me... i really cant think of any idea.. every layout seems so one of a kind... hiaz.. continue n trying hard browsing other ppl work lo... wah... i'm really suckz at multimedial. i suppose i have to prepare to fail n take ong's sub liao.. have to sitin full 8 hours lo.. to create a whole new website.. haiz.. dunnoe wat to do lo.. -cries-

herh... anotherday to end off wif n idea... i wan to slp alr..

oh forget to blog about e movie i watch yesterday.. 7 sword.. its interesting.. e sword are cool.. i love it.. hoho.. e least cuts moive i ever watched.. hhaa.. all are mostly true fighting la.. n e chimilogy of e china chinese.. damn perfect chinese.. even i'm so good at chinese had to read sub titles.. hiaz.. i wanna watch it again... i feel tat e story behide it is more den i thought.. thinking of watching n thinking thru again.. haha..

its similar to e seven samurai, n magnificent 7 la.. but its jus tat e excution is different... its kind of strategist type of show.. to be able to understand ur enemy mindset.. this n that.. its kinda weird i actuallly will like this kinda moive.. haha.. oh well..

bed time
see ya guys...

Wednesday

2005-08-04T02:09:00.000+08:00

haha.. nowadays cant think of title to put so put e day i blog la.. haha..

well.. today's TV pro was fun.. i suppose.. coz i was busy laughing all e time.. was being rushed by wahidah at something i cant help wif.. but ya la.. i cant blame anyone.. coz practically everyone overrun.. i didn have e time to do a full rehearsal.. n i noe ppl r trying to help.. i was jus to frustrated to listen..

Comment: Mud was a nice PA.. a very deep one indeed.. i was panicking when i was rushed while he's still relax.. but e catch is.. when we ended e TV pro lesson and was in e lift up to studio.. he say he had headache .. i think partialluy due to e stress.. den sudden relieve la.. hehe...

i wanna thank a lot of ppl in helping me.. heheh... k 1st my PA.. big thank u.. 2nd greg.. a very nice n alert Vm.. he remind me of taking e shot.. i almost forget.. haha.. next is rainer.. had to ask him to help me wif my lights (actually help ryce n alex la).. follow by all my crew.. i cannot rem tat much.. but yeah i noe my panick make ppl ard me panick oso.. sam thanks for the VT, seks n eman for e sound, ryce n alex for e lights, eve,rainer n hans for e camera job. and i cant remember whos my auto-Q person( i think it was NIsa. rite?).. but thanks.. hehe..

overall.. today's tv pro was fun la..
after tat went to listen to bassfish jam.. b4 tat heard taufiq's band jam.. their last song which is taufiq's original, it was nice. waiting for him to gimme a copy.. haa.haha...

was toking to taufiq abt bassfish abit la.. feelin bassfish is still a young band need more time n practices la.. hehe

yeah.. today we had fun in music vox.. esp kath.. she turn music vox to her karaoke party room.. wif samson singing.. theresa teng (yue liang dai biao wo de xin).. haha damn old song la.. n kath is singing wif her highest pitch.. haha.. relax la.. lower down abit la.. hahha...

crappin over dinner till 11 den go home.. rainer's treat me ,gQ, ryce n kath as well i suppose to take a cab home la..

having kinda of a weird feelins wif ppl today.. although didn really show it on my face coz everyone was so happy today.. ahahha.. notice a few ppl changes around.. trying very hard to adapt to it.. which is changing more for e positive la.. i hope this to carry on.. hehe..

well, tmr's thursday.. slacking audio post.. maybe after lunch i'll go home or stay in school till my lesson at 6.. hmm.. i wan to do my InMa la. but no idea strike.. how i wish e lightening strike me wif ideas.. okie... tats cold.. -shivers-.. lol..

today heard a lot of crap from different ppl la.. rainer keep attempting to hit me.. well as usual.. got words no action.. well i oso dun wan e action... it'll hurt.. poke fun of mud today alot.. haha... mud is evil.. mud is not pur.. mud is a mixture.. mixture of sand n water n all sort of substances n particals.. haha... today mud wasn't feelin well.. hope tat he'll get well soon.. hehehe...

fridays plan is not to come to school.. but perhaps can meet gQ, jo n rainer for pool.. i'm been wanting to play since 2 weeks ago.. haha... well.. after their web ani lo.. no classes after 12 on fri 5th august becoz of CCN day.. woot!.. tats not fair.. coz i have no lesson on monday as well.. den nice one for those who don have lesson on monday.. next week is national day.. which means they have sat, sun mon n tues straight holi.. wah.. yeah holi.. working for InMa i suppose.. haha.. i have to start working tmr to fri, sat den sun.. haha... sian..

faster holi la..now having plans here n there already.. mauahah.. haha
k gonna sign off here.. tired already.. nitez..

-shanz-

Monday Jamming Day

2005-08-01T19:38:00.000+08:00

we are now reporting LIVe in the comp lab #06-06.

YES! we are.. its me n kath reporting... its 7.26pm..

gQ is now busy helping me n mud with our TV production video editing.. migling ard us with rainer, sam, seks and ryce... Ryce n Rainer e 2 brother n sister is waiting to go eat prata.. but sad to say have to wait for GQ till 9pm because he has to go to e ani lad to do his 3D ani stuff... hahaha....

gQ n seks aready had their dinner after bassfish jamming.. they jam the wake me up when september ends by greenday.. it was nice .. i was busy doing my vector for P2 there with RAINER laughing at my work... =.=

I'm now rather free coz the guys r doing their stuff and kath is slping under the table.. i think she's really tired and rainer is now singin by gQ's ear.. which make gQ say.. he's gonna dig his *** off.. well i assume everyone can figure out those astrisk.. hahahah....

now on another side of the comp lab is rainer , sam n ryce 'chatting'... oh i forget seks is busy trying out tying knots.. i think its for sam's n si yuan's tv pro..

rainer walks over to the lect comp where ryce is reading some stuff.. must be webcomic again la.. haha... i didn walk over to see... jus assuming.. hahah.... e 3 guy sitting beside me now is rainering here n there.. wats so nice about rainer's name.. hahaha... okie lame...

hiaz.. they quiet down already... nothing to blog.. haha... i wan to do my vector.. bleah.. but jus now got a hang of it i think i can complete it asap la.. hahaha....

okie signing off here la.. they so boring now.. nothing better to do.. bleah.. >.<|||

okie okie.. mud jus found out i'm blogging.. n he say i have to write good stuff about him n write bad stuff about gQ... hmmm... kinda ungreatful of mud .. haha... hey mud gQ is doing us a favour.,.. oh.. don forget to credit him in the credits.. hahahha....

k k... faster sign off.. anyone discover me blogging n not doing work again i'll be dead.... hahah... see ya guys again.. bye bye... :)

time end: 7 40 pm

Quizzes

2005-07-28T01:55:00.000+08:00

k nothin better to do now.. n i'm too tired to do anything as well so try to find something to relax.. ahha lets all plays these quizzes together bah.. haha

What's your Japanese Name?

What's Your Hidden Talent?

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

hmm.. did a few some are pretty true some r lame n sux.. hahah..

lala.. today was in school doing tv production stuff... this time round we r more observant towards things on e set n ppl we r working wif.. haha.. well tats a good sign..

before we leave.. wahidah actually said that we can choose our own temmates for e next big production.. thats a grave mistake man... hiaz.. sure have conflict here n there.. true enough.. initially we planned to have these people in a grp, philo, alex, me, rice, kath, tobing, rainer, glenn, sam, hans, siyuan, mud, greg, jason, sek.. but after counting we over shot n we make it a point to 1st come 1st serve.. ended up we have, philo, alex, me, glenn, mud, kath, hans, rainer,tobing,sam,ryce n siyuan... but mud, me n philo on a 2nd thought feeling that e rest will feel outcast.. so we decided to draw lots among ourselves b4 handing in e namelist to wah.. and oso to be air to another group la..

basically looking at our cast we r having those ppl who really can act well n can do all kinds of job.. n e 3 cheapest man is in this grp la.. der =.=||| haha.. well.. all we can do is leave it to God to decide la.. well i'm not a christian.. i don wan to sound like one.. but yeah leave it to someone mighty up there to decide lo.. hhah...

well today is short la.. not much things happened today.. my mood was damn high .. but this morning when i reach school i'm like half dead.. i miss my appointment wif the doc.. have been feelin uncomfortable for e pass few weeks already.. hiaz.. well.. have to squeeze out time thou.. bleah.. hiaz.. got to go to bed already. having morning lesson tmr.. bleah... Audio.. slackkkkkkkk... oh yeah btw.. tmr in audio we r showing e work of our IMD guys.. e Hokkiens Bond.. if u wanna have a good laugh in e morning pls come in at 9 to watch it.. ahha... gurantee unforgettable..haha... see ya tmr.. hahah .. good nite.... :)

School + East Coast

2005-07-27T01:40:00.000+08:00

well... today starts off with InMa.. today we learnt to do rollovers, swap images n animated gif. It's cool lo.. sp damn easy that i don need anyone's help.. i did it by myself.. haha... so happy...

continue slacking in studio till 1 plus. Justin, adrian. me, jason2 went to have our P2 consultation with Gail n sharon..

i think kath, ryce and those gays went of early la.. when i finished my P2 consultation was about 4 plus.. damn sian .. alone in studio... slack here n there... so aimless till i told yo yo i wasnt very keen on attending my fren's father's wake... so in the end we didn go... thinking of heading home till Yo yo suggested we go East Coast Lagoon there to eat.. yeah i almost forgot that place.. e food there damn good lo.. hahah... den there's e beach there.. wow! it rox man.. hahhaa

but b4 that i was with them doing their P3 proj.. it is so happening that Yong was there P3 lect actually.. he was shocked to see me with them.. so he ask why am i here.. i didn noe wat to replied.. so he turn to ask yo yo n teng... yo yo replied as in we r long lost fren.. haha.. lol.. duhh.. okie.. b4 he left he came in n said this to me..

Yong: weishan, why r u doing here? why r u with them, they r bad influence.
Me: I'm not that good either
Yong:(turned to yo yo, teng, chris n e rest) hey, she's a bad influence, stay away from her...

but den no one really bothers to reply anything but laugh la.. coz we r busy play cards.. hahha... yo yo n teng always win one.. den when chris play i always lose.. IT'S NOT FAIR... hey...

haha took a cab down to east coast lagoon to have our dinner.. had oyster omlette, sting ray, e shell fish n sugar cane.. damn full.. so we decided to walk to e Macdonald... stupidly yo yo n chris come up wif this challenging idea... is we pair up n see which grp can reach e Mac 1st.. by bus or walk OR HITCHHIKE.. haha.. okie.. so ended up me partnering wif teng.. e 2 most unkeen on this challenge...

so nvm.. we say we walk.. lose den nvm la.. so e 2 of them walked damn fast to e bus stop... teng n i wasn't very familiar with e place so i base on my memories to walk there la.. so we walked n walked.. den we walked to e carpark.... n we manage to hitchhike a car.. wow!!! haha.. so we got onto e car n head down to e mac.. b4 that CHris msg n say loser forefit.. damn it.. wat e hell.. yo yo n chris will sure think of e worse forefit lo.. nvm.. so we rushed... to our surprise we reached 1st.. hahah... so damn happy la.. we said it's their retribiution.. hahha...

so we thinked of their forefit ... b4 that chris n yo yo said they dislike guniess stout so we made them share a can.. wah... it really taste horrible.. n its stinks after u drank it.. bleah.. hahha... after which we intended to either play pool at e pub or go bowling.. in the end we ended up in e amusement park playing DDR, car racing, bikes, some air pumping game den e worse is playing the irritating maze..

the irritating maze was a kind of game that a metal rod has to go thru between e high voltage wires.. but this is played as in e 2D form.. Chris was good.. i was really bad la. hahha.. e most scary part is when u accidentally hit e wires.. a loud electic voltage sound came off n cold air was shoot at u in e face la.. damn it.. i screamed everytime i lose.. den see chris play den teng n yo yo... i was e one screaming , chris was shocked badly.. yo yo n teng was busy laughing like mad women...

today was damn fun la.. surprisingly in Singapore we can even hitchhike.. haha... we shall play e game again... e best excuse to give when e driver ask u why u need to hitchhike was: 'Oh, we r in a competition" oh well.. please.. who will believe there's a competitiong going on during e middle of e nite like 9 plus.. hahah... but nvm .. we won.. we took car lo.. while yo yo n chris took van la.. hahha....

we took e under pass to cross over to Chris house.. e under pass normal walking speed will take less den 5mins to complete.. but we took almost an hour to complete e journey.. y leh.. coz e 4 nutz is busy taking picstures in the under path.. hahha it was cool la.. coz when we start to walk there wasn't s single soul la.. it seems like e underpass showed in "the eye 10" haha... so we pose n play ard with e light n composition la..

den went to chris house.. i "steal" a lot of stuff.. hhaha.. esp DVDs like Mr. & Mrs. Smith, Bewitched, Constatine,ID (watch again), Scary moive 1 to 3, Finding Netherland,Seoul Raiders, a series of unfortunate events n Spanglish.. haha... N i got a FREE "IT'S RAINING" cd.. muahaha.. e nice korean new pet .. haha.. n a chinese cd i've been wanting to buy.. haha.. so damn nice la...

today was cool la.. at least i can put all my troubles behinde for the time being la.... haha... today laugh too much.. damn tired lo... bleah... hoho...

well, tmr TV pro i have a lot of rolls to look over lo.. practically every grp i have a job... hey wat is this.. haha.. FM, Lights, SA, auto Q, VT, camera man.. wah i'm in for all kinds of job la.. lala.. lol.. nvm la..hahha... hoho.. damn tired already.. wanna slp.. hehe... tmr better be a nicer day in school... don wan my mood to be turned upside down by ppl around.. hahah...

Monday

2005-07-25T15:30:00.000+08:00

well today's laofi lasted less then an hour.. Alfie was late 30 mins late.. actually we could have left after 15mins coz e rule did say tat lect didn appear in 15mins e students can leave?? (i wonder is there really such things la... coz i heard it from some other seniors b4) well.. nvm.. got our lesson started at 12 30pm..

before the lesson starts me, ryce n si yuan was sitting at the stone chair outside the LTs den this man from NYDC approached us.. well as usually ppl approach sure need us to buy something la.. haha.. this time we bought.. its 60 coupon of buy 1 get 1 set meal at NYDC for 8 months... so the 3 of us decided that this shall be our dinner during this end of end IMD gatherings (chalet)... those who have paid e $5 will have a better privilege (i hope so la)..

those who had already paid for the the card to become one of the sharholders are: Siyuan, ryce, me, kath, samson, joel, rainer and glenn.. n we are including gQ in this share.. haha.. so come join in to become one of e sharholder.. hahha...

well after laofi me, ryce,kath, sam, glenn, asto when to have our breakfast lunch.. den later came rainer n hans.. rainer was not very happy thou.. can see damn obvious from his face.. well.. stay out of this.. haiz.. bleah...

my mood today wasn't very nice la.. thinking of some stupid stuff here n there.. waste of time n energy.. yo nothing better to do ... concentrate n do workkkkkkkk la....k i'm toking to myself .. i mux be crazy.. =.=

well guys, its week 10th already... buck up n do work already wor.. but i was thinking of something else.. haha.. gQ gave me links to DOFUS last nite, which make my hands itch to play.. buttttt.... cannot i have to do my work 1st .. maybe play during e holis la.. or like gQ had said minorly play lo.. hahha..

today was early that everyone went home early to work on their InMa i suppose... hiaz.. everyone's so hard working.. n i dunnoe wat am i doin la.. i hated stuff to do wif web la... thou the satisfactory to create ur own stuff is great.. haiz.. its jus not my type la.. rather go on movie.. i have alot of movie haven watch lo...

hiaz.. now im school waiting for si yuan to do his A3 printing.. den needa go interchange to top up my ez-link card.. wah less den 4 days 10 bucks gone.. took bus 518 to n fro from saturday concert... den took trains n buses yesterday for bassfish performance.. hahha.. travelling is very costly lo.. lala...

arhhh.... ok plan wat to do for InMa once i reach home...
1. take picture of a book n upload.
2. edit the book cover.
3. try to desgin in my own cover page
4. try to come up at least e bio page

hmm.. i think tat can take up e whole of my tonite.. got time can watch aime.. ok asto is playing some scrabble thing which look nice.. haha.. i gonna join her.. lalala... see ya guys.. ganbatte ne

Youth Park Today

2005-07-25T02:30:00.000+08:00

reporting things happening at youth park.. haha

ok start off wif the meeting... gQ says meet at 11 30 at simei platform.. i was late, rainer was late n gQ was damn late.. well okie all b4 12 la.. not that bad..

reach somerset to meet mud was like 12 30 already.. ahhaha.. poor mud waited pretty long .. met kath opp e cross junction .. haha.. she went to have lunch wif her fren while we walk in e rain to get to youth park.... lol..

dancing n bands took place there today.. it was a performance for e anti-drug campaign.. a few bands n dancer had there last min prac n e trying out of e sound for e bands...

e actual thingy starts at 2 plus la.. glitch was b4 bassfish .. they r good.. e vocalist was good n there original "glitch" was damn nice la.. ahahah.. next was bassfish.. thou e guys ain't happy wif today's performance but dun blame them.. e sound man was lousy lo.. even ROnin was complaining.. haha.. went to have lunch after bassfish finish performing.. came back to e stage at ard 4 plus to watch Ronin.. b4 them was "Rusty Nails" cool name rite.. but it turn out to be a chinese band.. but something i cant deny was the vocalist was damn good.. dunnoe how many octave there .. lol.. no break somemore.. lalal...

Ronin welcome us to the funeral.. coz e audience was so dead.. n they tried very hard to make e floor high.. but.. well... hahha.... did go along n got high awhile la.. lalal... really pros thou.. 1st time see Ronin n i'll never forget them.. e drummer was good oso.. can play n sing together.. haha..

okie.. later accompany kath tp PS to sportlight to get some stuff fopr her p2 but too bad they don have .. so kath went to meet her ma ma.. while glenn n sam went back home.. left me gQ n rainer.. nothing better to do went to play pool till near 9.. den had dinner at mac ... stomach wasnt feelin very well so didn had dinner.. den head home chasing bus 23.. lala.. hhaha...

and now here i am bloggin n feelin damn angry coz my comp is laggin coz of my bro d/ling anime at using his account... N e wosre is i cant access to his account... damn it.. arghh.. cant do anything.. was sending mud e performances pics like mad.. wanna puke blood la..
hiaz.. well.. can help.. all i wan to do is slp now.. my stomach still giving me probs la.. damn ass.. haiz.. nite nite ...

tmr's wk 10.. another 6 wks to endure..

GANBATTE EVEYONE... :)

Too much thoughts

2005-07-23T01:45:00.000+08:00

well, was home ard 10 coz i walked home wif yo yo n teng.. had not spoken to them for a long long time.. feeling that finially got someone on e same wavelength toking to me.. felt so warm at heart..

haha i'm not trying to say anything.. but its jus a feelin there la.. maybe coz i noe yo yo for nearly 9 years already.. lol..

hiaz.. yo yo allow me to read someones blog.. which i feel that i was inthat situation once.. but had already gotten over it already la..

i often question why do humans have feelings arh.. well i dont noe... still thinking..

well his blog was kinda emo at times la.. some part i feel like replying him but i guess better not later i got things mess up.. well wat is got to do about.. nothing but jus feelings again.. hiaz.. he said "its definately better to be love den to love..cos when u r loved by someone..u can jolly well act as normal n let nature take its course..can dun initiate anything n just wait for tat person to come n concern abt u n treats u nice..but for the person who really loves someone..he/she have to take initiative n find all sorts of ways to get closer or make them happy..cos when they r happy..u feel nice too..but wats worst was when ur actions n commitments were all not appreciated..or mayb they can say they felt really touched..but they still dun like u..worst still..dun let u noe their feelings towards u..n let u continueingly treats them nice n let u think there's still hope.."

well, hiaz.. i dunnoe wat to say to him la.. also a fren but dunnoe wat to commenets.. if that wat u think den thats it la.. but beside thinking of relationship dont u have anything better to do hiaz.. nvm.. its his prob anyway..

but wat he says really make me think twice in a way..

on the other hand was in school with people ard me stressing.. hiaz.. i dunnoe if i should feel e same way as everyone is feelin.. i jus dunnoe.. in e past i always think things complicatedly.. making myslef feelin so bad.. thinking when it comes to poly life will be different.. trying to change myself.. but after 3 sems.. its still back to e sq one.. but is another way of e sq.. its people ard me complicating things up... or perhaps 1 or 2 of u might say i didn even bother to think la.. well.. if thats wat u think so..

sometimes i'm wondering am i really living in e rite world e rite time.. or am i too slow to follow e pace.. when ever ppl tokin about SIP.. they will think of those fancy nice city in e west... but i'm jus e opposite.. i rather go to a slow pace country to exprience things.. it weird la.. i feel that i'm different or wat.. but perhaps e thinking is very different la..

feeling very nice n comfortable today walking home wif yo yo n teng.. its kinda of a very different when i walked home wif gQ.. i cant really describe out e feelings but its jus very different..

well all e above was jus rubbish la.. tok about something light today la...

hmm.. woot! oh.. its something pretty funny yesterday when i went home alone.. when i was about to board bus 293 i saw this 'lady' infront of me shaking her butt.. i mean hey u r boarding the bus!!! so i try to take a closer look at her.. to my horro "she's" a trans la... then nvm.. when "she" talks is totally a guys voice.. the worse is.. is not that she young she's old about 40 plus years old la. wah.. her build is so huge lo.. eeekksss.... "she" really freaks me out.. arghh.. haha...

today had a nice walk home wif yo yo n teng after my lesoon at night .. hehe.. its a very different feelings la.. well.. cant explained.. haha...

kk got to go to bed.. hav to wake up at 8 tmr morning... n its nearing 2.. omg. oh btw.. tmr i'm attending Zpop.. cool.. my 2nd yr .. lol... nites everyone...

P2

2005-07-20T01:00:00.000+08:00

well, i think everyone is so stress over p2 la.. well now e presentation is over.. give urself a break la.. don be to tense up.. it'll affect ur other work too.. hhaha..

today our grp or lets say 4grps include ours has not presented.. we have to do it on Thursady.. well well well.. its has its pros n cons to present 1st or later la..

e presentation was abit bored that ppl went out to have their own break.. andrew, xingjie,gQ,glenn, mud, seks, rice, sam,rice, sharon,rainer.. haha.. all went MIA for a pretty long time b4 they come back was like 3 grps had finish their presenting.. lalal..

well.. i've seen much things goin on this sem la.. i feel ytat its e matter of e feelings towards one another n the communications.. pls people, communicate when ever u can.. no point hiding ur feelings to urslef n frustrate wif it.. when ther's communication break down is very difficult to piece it back as it is use to be.. well.. thats when times comes in to take e healing actions.. this is jus a cycle between human, communications n time.. hhaha.. chill la.. face it.. face e reality tat everyone has to go thru in order to increase ur experiences so n so forth.. haha..

k today went dinner wif rainer, gQ and rice at Mensa.. i never like Mensa food actually.. hahaha.. later kath joined in n behinde came mud, sam n seks.. after which we left to have some pool game.. joel met up wif us there..

after e game joel, gQ, rainer n 1 went over to e nearby pasat malam .. gQ n i got coconut drinks n gQ was drinkin it so fast that he gets hicups.. hahha.. can imagine when u have hicups when u tok.. wif the hiikkkk***~~~~ every after e last word of e sentence.. haha.. heard gQ was goin about like dat while taking e same bus wif him... hahah.. its funny..

as usual.. rainer's always e one started all those gaying.. haiz... those actions he did was so difficult for me to put in words.. jus use ur imaginations n think.. rainer, gQ, sam,joel... gaying ard.. e most innocent was sam... he has no strength to retaliate at all coz he's jus too tired.. gQ was also tired but he's much of brain dead.. cant really perfrom his skills properly.. as for jo.. keep complaing he has INMa to do.. hahha..

n now i am blogging.. damn tired cant hardly think much. all i noe was I WAN TO SLEEP!!!!
nitex everyone..
hugs..

school startin tmr -cries-

2005-07-18T00:42:00.000+08:00

well tmr school staring again.. i don feel that i had a week of term break.. everyday is busying wif p2 filming.. ain't got time to do my other work.. esp my InMa.. dea for sure.. still had no ideas..

today my whole day was committed in doin language of film -editing... well.. i tried to be detail but turn out that it doesnt seems to be editing anymore.. so i deleted the whole full page n REWRITE... hiaz.. read up alot on editing.. be it books sites.. wat ever crap la.. relfections, interviews..bleah bleah.. manage to crap out 2 page.. but after writing i'm pretty happy la.. as i really does uinderstand film editing abit more lo.. but on the other hand i'm angry about it coz it'll kill my mood of watching movie e next time.. coz i'll be busy looking at all thos lightinf, editing.. bleah bleah.. hiaz..

tues morning is InMa.. i have this strong feelin we have to do e CSS again to refresh our memories.. which i had thrown it all to e back of my brain liao.. cant retrieve.. hiaz.. we have done 3 class assignment n i have already gotten my 15%.. another 15% to go.. well i feel tat oi wun be able to make it for InMa... gonna fail n re take liao.. which means have to stay for another sem.. haiz.. damn it when ideas don strike.. @%#$%$$$#$%#@.. -cries-... have been browsing thru alot of pple website but still has got no inspirations to it..

well tmr i cant do my InMa again coz of P2 presentation on tuesday.. everyone around me including me will be busying typing out proposal and preparing the presentation.. i have to draw storyboard tmr.. hoping that could end early.. i need to get something done.. FOR InMa..

this is so bad holi day doesnt seems to be holi at all.. not at all..

n now i'm sick.. down wif running nose n cough.. sneexe till stomach cramp and coughing my lungs out.. arghh.... pray hard i can last till e presentation is over.. don wan to get MC wor.. hiaz.. k la.. continue thinking for P2 message already.. adrian is being push up e wall all becoz of P2...

woot!! THURSDAY

2005-07-15T02:09:00.000+08:00

well.. today wake up at 7 to call kath up coz we r suppose to help e yr 3 wif their project pilot proj(which is oso their p3) fliming in orchard... we r suppose to be in orchard at 9 am.. but some of them overslept.. den all late.. so sorry to make kath wait while they drive me to orchard.. sorry kathhh..

we start fliming at 10 plus... after dat ard 12 plus we left to go far east get mud's ear ring.. den we took 518 back to TP.. its ard 2pm when we returned to school.. hiaz.. watch e magnificent wif si yuan n kath.. but siyuan watch half way n left to watch another show aif astoria la.. haha..

after e movie kath n i went to e library to find gQ, mud n seks.. wait for gQ to finish his storyboard.. den met up wif rainer outside e library n went of to central..
we had our dinner at east link mall.. but b4 we eat ryce called n she came to join us after her gradutation.. n joel joined too... joel n gQ went to get some wire for their electric guitar n we left off for pool game..

todays pool game was damn hilarious... joel beat rainer 2:0 (b4 i left, wats after next i have no idea).. rainer was damn sad n depressed... hiaz.. today is jus not his day for e game la.. we meet chee wei n kelvin as well.. chee wei was good la.. he won rainer too.. hahha.. we had something interesting.. its a conversation between kelvin n chee wei.. kelvin trying to help me hit e ball in.. den chee wei say if kelvin miss this ball he has to do line animation for chee wei.. haha.. okie.. well... later when chee wei had a game wif rainer... i say this.. ' chee wei, if u lost to rainer u have to help me do my InMa.. hiaz.. to bad i;m fater to die wif my InMa..so well.. chee wei won lo.. hiaz.. poor rainer.. another trauma.. haha... gQ said tat he has his name to live up on... so rainer decide to play a game wif rice to boost his morale.. hha.. lol.. lame la..

gQ played e least coz he needs to do hid p2 storyboard which is 7 pages... n he onli manages to complete 1 page during e pool game.. lol.. ard 10 plus ryce, kath n i left to go home while e 3 GM went to S11 to drink n tok (IMD boyz GM meeting).. lol.. lame lo.. prolly went gaying.. oops.. haha.... no ofend.. jus fooling aroud.. but today's game was funny la.. hahal.. n i miss 45 mins of my show, channel u 10 pm.. "take my word for it".. its cool la.. i dunnoe why i like police show alot.. haha.. well..

after which i had my shower den sit infront of e desktop.. i turned on e comp to do e GPA rite.. about 30 mins e comp hang itself.. i had no choice but to illegal shut down n restart... well e comp died.. it jus wun re start.. idiot.. gQ, rianer n joel suspect is e hardware.. den joel suspest is e processor n e mobo.. hiaz.. screwed la.. my mom woke up jus now n i told her comp died.. i think she too tired to listen so oso didn have much reaction la.. hiaz.. tmr bro coming back onli at nite.. have to wait till he check liao den send to sim lim lo.. hiaz....

my files r inside la.. i cant do much work either.. hiaz.. depressing lo.. hiaz... okie.. i am damn tired alr... half typin n my eyes r half close... i have to go to bed lar.. tmr morning is subject selection... pls dun for get..

nite nite everyone... :)

suppose to be clubbing now..

2005-07-14T00:43:00.000+08:00

well, wednesday nite la.. should be clubbing nite la.. suppose to be wif adrian n asto now.. but.. hiaz.. thinking e last time went wif frens had to take cab and the cab fare is so terrible... so decided not to go liao.. coz no one is gonna drive me home.. haha..

so sorry adrian n asto.. next time get ppl who has cars.. but poor those ppl cant drink.. hahha.. thinking i haven been clubbing for so long jus becoz someone told me he dislike it.. well.. hahha.. nvm.. now when ever ppl can drive me i will go.. woot!..

haha.... got e fashion show invitaion from e twins la.. ing n cing(thank u).. hahah.. goin down wif asto, kath n i can take one more person coz each admission can allow 2 person in.. welll.. any takers??? its on fri nite 10 pm at zouk.. well trance music tat nite.. -.-lll..

woot! today's luch was awful./. not as in e food was awful.. i had my chicken slasa, asto had her grilled fish n si yuan had his calamari set.. den each of us had a drink.. i had barley, asto had vanilla coke n siyuan had ice lemon tea.. well.. nothing seems to be worng.. after we share a 1/4 tub of strawberry cheesecake ice cream.. our stomach started to feel crappy n it churns la.. for a moment i wish to throw up all e food i had eaten la.. but in the end i didn.. haha..
so ppl out there.. watch wat u eat next time... its horrible to mix food.. erhh.. chicken slasa + barley+ strawberry cheese cake ice cream n abit of grilled fish.. eeekkk.. never again...

recently dunnoe wat has gotten me..well.. i started to eat like noboday's business.. esp junk food.. when comes to proper meal i can actually skip it.. something is wrong wif me.. hiaz..
i'm still sad over certain things la.. thinking of not pushing myself too hard but.. things jus come to my mine when ever i'm alone thinking back those days.. hiaz.. y do our mind remember those unhappy memories.. cant we have all happy memories.. haha.. an act of selfishness.. hiaz.. don noe la.. i'm kinda losing myself liao..

okie enough of those painful thining liao.. get back to my day today.. haha..

today suppose to see bassfish jam at music vox.. but have to accompany ryce to get her long sleeved shirt by tmr's graduation.. so well.. kath n i accompanied her to bedok to get 1.. it coz onli 9.90.. hahha i difinitely sure its not wrinkle free, grantee 100% wif a chop.. hahah.. well after tat they had their dinner.. after which we went to giant... we saw alot of things which remind us of e guys..

kath n i saw a stack of white t shirt.. kath thinking of buying.. den out of no where things come out of my mouth like this.. ' i think onli u, gQ n joel can wear la..' imagine y i said that coz everytime i see joel wear white i'll find it weird lo.. he's so fair n he wore white somemore.. as for gQ is he look quite nice in white.. but his onli white balanoe(sp) shirt had turned pink after washing with colored shirt.. haha.. funny la.. those 2 come to my mine when ever i see white shirt.. hahah...

we look ard at e clothing segment mah.. den see alot of things n relate to who ever come to our mine... ryce saw a pac of guys brief.. sayin should buy for e IMD boys as present.. each take one n wear it for their jamming day.. well.. n kath say 'someone' might not be able to fit into e size.. hahah.. its lame la.. dunnoe wat strike us to said those things..

den we saw pencil case.. b4 we enter giant i was tellin kath n ryce sayin gQ need a new pencil case.. den when we walked to e stationery we saw a lot of thses cute cute pencils case like e baby tweety, baby sly n baby taz.. thinking we can get gQ those cute cute stuff.. hahah.. another lame one...

kk we went up to e second floor.. den walk ard.. theres offer everywhere.. hahha... esp biscuits lo.. ryce n i saw e dananoe chips more biscuit on offer.. so ryce bought 2 pac while i bought 1.. haha..after which we parted to go home..

actually wanted to return to school to see e bassfish jam.. but e 2 of them wan to do shoppin.. so okie lo.. shopping.. den ard 8 we went home respectively lo.. tok bus 28 myself.. hiaz.. bored lol.. almost fell aslp.. haha..

i really wish things would get back to our old days.. am i dreaming for such happy things to come true.. i don noe.. i'm still waiting for an answer... waiting... waiting...

I Miss Those Days

2005-07-11T01:17:00.000+08:00

i miss those happy days that we all had together.. i dont noe wat has happen tat thigs turned bad..

well, i don wish to do anything to say 'save' the situation.. things tat has to happen wi;; eventually happen.. not point pushing it too hard..

i don wish to see anymore unhappiness things revolving around me.. why cant peopl jus be truthfully.. i don see e need of living so miserably..

maybe somewhere, someone out there might think e same as me.. or totally opposite.. i dont noe.. maybe i'm jus too naive to think about it.. haha..

oh well... i jus wanna be a carefree... don wan anymore complications in my life.. i wan a simple life.. hahah...

hiaz.. so bored at home.. its holiday n no one ask me out to play.. so sad.. sighz.. wat entertainment shall i look for myslef.. haha.. lala.. today so bored tat help my mom wif cooking.. ended up fighting wif her.. coz i don follow her style of cookin.. hahah.. tats lame la.. but fun la..

dig up my old certs for p2 filming.. its rather cool to think back those childhoo memories.. its so sweet n fun.... scences of happiness n sadness flashes back in my mind.. realizing tat my life had not been so smooth.. well who's life is smooth.. hahha.. well i'm just whinning.. hahaha...

today i didn really do anything much beside helpin my mom wif e cookin n dishes after dinner.. den watch tv together.. its belong very very long since i watch TV wif my parents already.. although i have to sit on e floor.. but its cool to have a family together... but friends r oso equally important la..

well.. i miss my shoppin n my movies.. thinking tat going on movie like nobody's business..shoppin at orchard n far east like i'm loaded.. haha.. well things have change, ppl have change.. oh another i miss was my handicraft.. i miss making my pottery... thinkin back in sec school days.. i did those clays n pottery everyday after school... wonder if i can go back to my teacher's pottery house.. haha.. hands itching..

lalala... so bored thinking every single thing i can blog about... hahah...

up coming movie i have to watch is charlie n e chocolate factory... joel, yo yo n teng promise to watch wif me already.. muahahha.. hahah... i wanted to watch a lot like love.. but haiz.. a lot ppl watch already.. gQ lo.. wan to watch anot.. haha.. i think he don read my blog la.. so say already oso no use.. (whinning..).... lallaa.....

upcomin things to settle.. p2... its killing everyone in my group.. hiaz.. i noe how much they dislike doin video.. but wat can we do.. no idea for other aspect... hiaz..

next is InMa.. well i have nothing rite now.. really no idea.. still waiting for idea to sstrike.. plan already.. mind map already.. but still dunnoe wat to do.. wah lau.. stupid me.. hahah...

third... audio.. haha.. everyone think audio so slack.. yes!! slack..!! but oso much do work la.. last min work can kill ppl one lo.. hiaz.. scary.. thinking i have so much things to do n i can still think of my shoppin n moive.. hiaz... guilty guilty.. haha... as if i care.. play 1st work later la.. but tmr's p2 cant play liao.. needa concentrate.. wan this thing to end asap...

rat race, paper chase n 4D.. woot!!... hahah... tmr have these 3 shots to clear.. den we r almost done wif e collection.. but still have afew more i think... hiaz.. next will be a headache to do proposal already.. woot!!... sighz..

okie enough crap.. since today rotting day shall rot to e core.. watch anime.. haha.. woo!! anime time.. wuahahah.. :)

DeaD

2005-07-10T00:57:00.000+08:00

oh well, today's is another tiring day. As usual, after my work went out filming with jason(viet), adrian and justin. had quite a few shoots taken.

Today wasn't a very nice day to drive around, because of the National Day Parade rehearsal. More then 8 roads are close from 7 pm to 11pm. And unfortunately, something bad happen. One of the parachutees landed wrongly and got his legs hurt. i don't know how serious is it. Well, eventhough he had over 800 times of experience in parachuting mishap will always occur.

I was really very busy today, work up damn early all because of my brother. Woke me up about an hour earlier before the time i should woke up for work. In the end, i ended late for work. around 1 20pm adrian called saying to meet at Pasir Ris at 2pm. Thinking that my work was not complete, i have to get adrian to fetch me from my house.

Went to Changi Airport, Chinatown, Abrab Street and Clarke Quay before Adrian drove me to David's birthday party. Well, it's been years since i last met up with my secondary school friends. We have a lot to catch up but because i arrive late, most of them have to leave about 30 mins after i arrived.

After today's talk with Adrian and Justin. I feel that sometimes human really can't try things too hard. We should take things at a time. Is the same Knowing someone and understanding someone. Sometimes we are in 'the show' of other people's eye. People observe and exploit another person weakness. Well, it's a good thing to quietly undersand a person before we actually calim that we 'understand'.

Time really matters a lot. Knowing a person for 1 year and knowing another person for 8 years really makes a huge difference. All because of time. People get to know one another better, getting to know one another's weakness as well. But to allow people to exploit you less perhaps is by standing by quietly and watch whats happening around you.

Ok, i don't know what am i talking about. It's just thoughts running throught my mine. All i wanted to say is time may sour a relation be it friends or family, but on the other hand time can heal whatever mistake a person had done. Perhaps i shall be allowing time to recover what has gone bad and went wrong. I would persist the result immediately. i'll just pbserve as time goes along.

well too tired that's i'm here blogging rubbish. haha..

wat has gotten me!

2005-07-05T11:44:00.000+08:00

well.. for e pass few dayzzzz i haven been acting like myself.. no idea wat has gotten me la...trying very hard to not make things dat complicated too......

perhaps my last entry has worsen e whole thing..but thats jus my feelin at dat time la.. jus need to 'tok' it out... e feelin there is oso very contradicting as well..

well i oso have to apologise to who ever was affected by my previous blog entry..
i didn really mean it.. n not trying to blame anyone for it.. coz there's no root course to it.. things jus happen... n i have to jus solved it... be it wat out come it'll turn out... :)

well guess its time to sort things out in e tradition way... if possible i think we need to sit down get things tok thru n concentrate on work alr.. hehe....

someone has been complaining to me liao.. haha...
jus don take it as a show...

betrayal

2005-07-03T14:12:00.000+08:00

betrayal..

have u ever being betrayed before...

i do.. e feeling of anger n stupidity overwhelm.. the heart of revenge overwhelm..

will i take my revenge or shall i take my revenge..

times n times i think i'm too naive to listen to watever ppl tell me.. being such a soft hearted person.. n wat do i get in the end.. nothing but betrayal...

u asked me if i had hated u for hurting me e first time.. noeing i will never hold it against u..
u tried to took the step of winning my trust again.. wat r u thinking at that time.. thinking i'm such and easy target for u to play over wif...

don come telling me u r sorry or how much u don wan to hurt me.. don come give me excuses saying how bad u feel too.. this is e 2nd time u hurt me.. a much deeper then e previous...

u came to me saying tat u wan to be a better person b4 relationship comes in.. but wat did i get?? nothing but betrayal..

hoping n praying tat i will never noe wats happening.. to tell u e truth.. i noe.. i noe everything tats happening.. if u gonna keep it mum.. don blame me for screwing up everything.. e next person u gonna hurt will not be me but the other party.. being frens i don wan to go to e extreme.. all i need is jus an answer...

having the cross feeling of regrets n betrayal.. i have learnt.. learn not to give all out to something call fren.. learn not to be to naive n stupid.. its not worth my time..coz in e end i'm e one ending up hurt e most...

perhaps pple will think... am i e victim over e whole situation?? or am i e one who lead to whole of this situation.. perhaps in a way or another i feel tat is my fault.. my fault for pushing things too hard.. all becoz i hated things hanging around not solved.. so for once and for all.. i'll sovled it... n tat is... u can go on wif ur frens wif fun n laughter.. go on about liking who ever u wan.. jus don come offend me again.. coz i dunnoe when i'm gonna do something very nasty..

never forget it never pays of for being such nice person.. coz u will end up looking like an total idiot..

Tv production day/ Soldat

2005-06-29T01:00:00.000+08:00

TV Production

hiaz.. 7 30 am in e morning.. walk up and get to school to get e hand written script form bon n went to fress access to get it typed out and continue to finish up e production package..

12 30 and i'm still struggling about no cam cards n haven got things printed it out.. i started to panick and get hyper.. is very hyper coz i tok none stop n keep saying wrong names here n there.. lol..

wif siyuan went to bookshop to get a stack of paper so i could print my 'package' out.. -.- n damn it e que was so damn long la.. n onli 1 counter is avaliable lo.. wth.. finially got e paper n went to ADM lab to print.. but e printer sux.. soem of my words are cut off..

hais 1 10pm den i arrived in e tv pro studio.. to my horror.. i forget to bring down my floor plan.. called yo yo to get it down for me .. hiaz.. damn nervous la.. n my stomach is growling.. had almost whole day la.. sad

k 1st grp was beatrice n seks.. i noe she's very stressed out trying to get ppl to listen to her.. making sure of nothing will go wrong but in e end she made some mistake herself.. but lucky sek finially said something tat peace her mind.. which is

seks: okie relax i'll do it.. ( something like tis la.. according to ryce if i didn rem wrongly)

after ryce grp was jared n mud rite? they like abit screwed today in e room coz i'm e camera lady outside.. but i kept hearingangela's voice instead of mud's or jared's voice.. lol.. no idea wats happenin in it..

after which was eman's grp den to my grp den last but not least our 2 cheapo man; Glenn n Rainer's grp.. but i think becoz of e time strain angela had to keep hurrying rainer n glenn..

but over all not too bad la.. at least it's interesting.. hehe...

i remember something.. we r suppose to say quiet on e set to get everyone ready.. but sek said shut up on e set.. -.- wat der... excuse me.. ppl r working for u n u ask them shut up.. lol.. okie la i noe it was meant for a joke.. lol..

everyone's script was interesting and funny except our grp is pretty dry la.. well hiaz.. do something different la.. lol.. it was e 1st time so i wan to get things done rather den too detail in script..

hiaz.. saw angela wrote alot of comment all over e place la.. when we review our video i think we can laugh our heads off another time lo.. muahaha...

a big sorry to everyone if i have irritate u guys.. coz i'm too nervous today tat i kept toking none stop n was high over yan yan becoz e bottle i bought has got 2 golden egg stcks.. 2 lo.. so damn cool... everyone ask me wats about e golden egg thingy... den i said if anyone gets e golden egg today will be his/her lucky day.. lol.. tats wat i heard it from si yuan la.. i got 2 lo.. i open it up n share it ard.. not checking if i got e golden egg.. den samn was on e third draw.. n he drew 1 one my golden egg.. i was sad about it la.. but nvm today was his lucky day... later after another 2 draw i drew another golden egg... i was so happy.. woot woot.... happy happy... i shall buy more n we shall do e draw tmr again.. in audio perhaps.. lala.. haha...

tmr's audio will be a new assignment(major proj?).. according to wat john said last wk.. we r suppose to find a clip n remove its original sound n do our own voice over n SFX... its cool... but tmr i'll look like zombie la.. hadn't had enough slp since last wk end liao.. hiaz.. into hyper+ stoning mode.. contridating eh... how can hyper n stoning be put together leh.. hmmmm.... lol.. nvm..heck care liao..

Soldat

alrite man!!.. haha.. another madness thingy we did.. joel, gQ, ryce, rainer, kath and i was in e free access lab after our dinner in Mensa wif Glenn, Samson, Seks and Justin.. after which glenn, justin, samson and seks went home... leaving onli joel, gQ, rainer, kath ryce n i in e free access lab GAMINING... woottttt!!!! alrite to be exact it was me, joel, rainer, gQ n ryce playing la.. later den i found out Kath didn play at all...

hey hey.. e IMD boys namely GM Rainer, GM GQ and GM joel have been installing Soldat to most of e caomp in e fress access.. den out of curosity today i get jo to teach me play.. he didn teach much thou.. lol..

e game was pretty interesting la.. where we have to kill e opponenet team n get their flag back to our terrority.. but i think beside tat there's another type oso la.. not jus e aim of getting e flag la.. it was cool la.. but tiring too.. or maybe i was plainly too tired.. there was this once i was so inmerse wif e game that my mine went black.. e onli thing i noe was my hands on e mouse n e keys.. wat i have to do next was plainly killing e opponent.. i hated e sniper.. damn it.. immediately i spawn out i was killed.. its like he's campin there waiting to aim me.. -cries-

rice palyed e safest way is to camp beside e flag ... theres 2 resons to it i think.. 1 is she's campin to protect e flag.. another was she don wan to get killed la.. lol.. gQ kept telling her to move den it get interesting..

hoh.. near 9 e security came.. so we had to evacuate.. on our way home i realli cant tolerate e guys.. they r plainly taking their stroll la.. walking was damn slow.. it was lucky onli joel, rainer n gQ.. i cannot imagine if glenn, sam, sek n mud was here.. i think it'll take for ever to arrive our destination.. we all decided to walked to e interchange to take bus la.. but i dunnoe wat happen on e bridge we started to tickle each other.. out of e 6 of us we have e ppl damn afraid to be tickle... which is ryce n gQ la.. cant imagine la.. hahha.. we keep playing till ryce n gQ had to be on their alert or else we will...hehe...

we took a path i've never walked b4 although i stayed in tampines for 20 years.. -.-
while we r walking.. ryce n kath walks together infront n i was behinde.. we came across a cat.. n wat e cat was shitting.. ryce n kath didn noe it in e 1st place .. so they tried to go over to paly wif e cat.. but e cat was so tramatize tat it fled .. when it fled e SHIT flew from it.. erhmm .. haha.. i saw it.. CLEARLY... i was piting e cat la. cant even shit properly.. haha.. when i told ryce n kath about it.. they den realize n broke into laughter...

three quad of e way to interchange rainer was acting like a kid.. i ask him how old he is n he dares reply me he's pri4... OMFG.. lol.. he took out his gun (prop for e tv pro) and started to shoot at ryce n kath la.. ryce was damn irritated that she took over e gun n started doing e same thing to rainer.. den i said..

me: ryce.. don play wif him.. he's onli pr1 4 which ia 10 years old onli...
ryce: haha
me: n if u continues playing wif him u'll be like him or even worse looking like a pri 3 kid.. which is worse la...

kath, me n ryce was laughing all e way to interchange.. we r crazy all way to e interchange laughin so hard tat i might get nightmare tonite liao.. lol..

joel took bus 28 wif me at e interchange.. on e bus he was telling me a bit about soldat la... heheh... lol...

-yawnz-

alrite time to slp soon.. but my damn hair still not dry... sian.. oh i was thinking of making something on sunday so that on monday i could bring it to school to share leh.. but dunnoe if i had production to do... n wat am i gona do leh.. got so influence by astoria la.. duh... hahah...

NVM.. slp now think later... woot

Yummy!!!!

2005-06-29T00:35:00.000+08:00

thousand and millions thankz to ASTORIA.... she's such a sweet girl.. love u asto.. -hugzzzz-.. :)

haha.. astoria was so sweet tat she made me cookies.. she made it herslef and was put into a cute little box white handle.. and e cookies taste great.. out of a sudden i feel like bringinr out all my moms baking utensils n start baking.. muahaha.. yum yum...

astoria gave me.. 1..2...3...4..5... and out of e 5 2 went into justin's stomach.. haha.. but nvm la.. let justin have a taste of how sweet astoria is.. haha.. i had 2 i think.. 1 of them i gave a small piece to Sharon (lecture).. haha.. she commented it nice too haha.. who ever marries astoria will be very fortunate.. haha...

ohh once again i love astoria.. holi we do baking together la.. heheh.. i have my peach cheese cake recipies.. muahaha... yum yum yum.. -drooling-..:P

today sharon(lecture) was so evil.. muahaha... esp in e video room.. hiaz.. 1st call me ah soo, 2nd call si yuan ah jek den later call justin ah peh.. wah.. i;m like wat e hell she keep givoing ppl names.. n e reson behide it was she said it helps her to remember ppl names and faces better.. -.-.. arghh wat an nice reson.. hiaz.. but watever.. Sharon is nice la.. hehe.. interesting thou.. hahah..

i'm gonna fail my ty pro assignment 1.. till now i didn get to see the marked script.. i'm doom for it.. haiz.. i onli had the crew list n credit list which is about the.. had an 2 page article typed out (our 1st draft of e script actually).. hiaz.. i'm nervous about tmrs production.. i don wanna get screwed.. hiaz.. and i;m a producer tmr.. which means i have to over see all the ppl on e set.. making sure everyone noes wat they supposed to do.. esp e camera man.. pls pls.. pardon me e cam card wun be clear..hiaz.. i'm basically writing base on watever i remember.. haiz.. so damn shitty...

tmr's tv pro is from 1pm to 6pm.. i thinktats e longest lesson i'll ever have.. lol.. but eventhou its long but i hope it'll be fun and we will be ablke to pick up our mistake n learn from it.. n CROSS MY FONGERS N PRAY HARD I WUN SCREW UP ANYTHING...IT"S ANYTHING... SMOOTH SAIL PLS... lol..

herghhh.. i'm dropping dead.. don have enough slp for e past few days.. no wonder i had a severe headache out of a sudden while having p2 meeting.. sighz.. haha n i knock e carpeted wall.. dot dot.. wat am i doin i oso had no idea.. lalala....

oh yeah something happen in our grp.. conflict for wat i can say la..
adrian n hsien xian had a pretty fierce quarrel that freaked me and astoria out.. lol... yeah maybe everyone is wondering why astoria is with us so frequent is becoz.. she belong part of our p2 grp memebr.. more like an consultant which go production wif us..haha... wonderful man.. astoria claims tat she had alot of fun wif us during production although is damn tired.. when today we thought maybe we need to go for another sunrise shooting she was so excited saying she don mind tagging along again.. haha.. astoria i think u r most welcome.. haha..

k i'm too tired n keep laughing n toking rubbish.. haha.. haha.hahaa...xxxMADxx

hey.. i wanna watch Initial D.. anyone pls watch wif me.. hiaz.. i'll be damn sad if i missed it.. sighz.. i wanna see e real cars doin those wonderful technics in e anime I.D..

arh.. today we had a nice joke from justin.. preety funny one tat even sharon said she learned a new joke today..okie.. annie (ADM grad was here today)

in e tv production room when we r previewing wat we had shoot on sunday.. annie came in..

annie: -giving her back a few thump- coz of her heavy bag..
me: eh justin.. u ask her go give her a massage..
annie: ya lo.. come here i need a massage
justin: quietly laugh..

everyone: looking at her.. continuing our conversation about our shooting
annie: -took out her purse- okie.. u guys stay here, i'm very thirsty and need
a drink...
me: eh justin.. u call her here .. why dont u give her a treat?
annie: ya lo..
justin: okie i treat(in chinese: wo qing)
annie: -elated- okie.. really arh..
justin: ya i treat..(in chinese: ok wo qing.. wo ging ni chu qu..)

hahah.. if ya catch e joke.. imagine justin said tat.. haha.. everyone immediatley breaks into laughter.. haha.. damn hilarious la.. tear almost pop out.. lol.. lalalal...

k k tmr's gonna be a long day to me.. i didn agree my boss to work tmr which means less money to spend.. -cires-.. don care.. damn tired liao.. tmr after my production is my slping day..a rghh.. k k.. i have to slp liao.. tmr got to be in school b4 9... muahaha..-yawnz-

goon nite everyone.. sweet dreamz........

Production Day

2005-06-27T01:10:00.000+08:00

26th June
4 30am... i woke up and had my shower and waited till 5 20 before adrian came to fetch me.

den we went to get astoria aand siyuan.. wat the heck we 4 wake up so early.. jus to take e damn sunrise for our IMDP2 la. sux..

the sunrise was awesome but that not the best sunrise we've seen. we reach the merlion near 6am and we set up to get ready the shooting.. at 6 30 we started the roll.. we set our cam stationary where e sun rise from. we took about 2 hours for the sun to fully rise. around 8am in the morning the sun rises extremely fast... the glare of the rays was so intense that i have to turn my back coz its hurting my eye.. astoria and i wished not to leave but we had too.. coz we r damn hungry .. so we decided to head to somewhere where its to the advantage for our fliming.,

we had our breakfast at bugis mac, after which we took pics and fliming around the 2 temple behinde bugis street, near sim lim.. one is the chinese guang yin temple and tho other was the hindu temple. its cool to see people of different races praying to one another gods.. astoria and i notice something preety much amazing la.. i remember clearly i saw red lotus flower b4.. den today putside the chinese templethere was alot of ppl selling lotus flower.. there was e normal pink and white.. den the RED LOTUS FLOWER.. i was surprise that SG actually import this kind of flower.. so i told si yuan..

while adrian was shooting and si yuan went loitering around, astoria n i stood by one of e flower store.. to my amusement i actually saw a lady holding a can of RED spray can n started spraying at e lotus.. damn it. it was a a FAKE.. i told astoria and she was amaze by it oso la.. lol..

after which siyaun had to leave for his own production wif kath, max n fred... so we drop him off at bugis mrt n head to little india..

okie e bad thing come again.. all e while si yuan has been carring e tripod la.. so i onli had slight idea tat it WAS HEAVY.. after he left astoria n i had to turn by turn carry e damn heavy tripod la..hiaz.. carry tripod, v cam n digi slr ard little india..not forgetting the pea brains pigeons
hahaha.. i was ONCE again frighten by e pigeons.. all thanks to adrian la.. hahah.. e pigeons don wan let him shoot lo. thats y see him den fly away.. hahha..

after tat we took a rest touring ard SG.. thinking of calling it aday.. but adrian thought of driving us to see e car-nival .. so we went to marina south lo.. but theres so many cars that we could not find parking slot la.. so in e end we went to e car-nival looking at 'CARs'parking by e road instead of e show itself lo..
hahh...

den after which we decide to go orchard to take pics of great sg sale lo.. n we did.. for about an 1 or so n we headed back home.. i feel aslp in adrian carrr..lol.. till it reaches my place den he wake me up.. and i was so blur walking back home.. lol.. hahah.... astoria was oso stoning la.. she sit behide very quietly la..

oh ya n she critise the building behide the great supreme court la..
it look like a UFO.. which does not go wif the architecture of e supreme court.. haha... we all noe she's from IAD.. so buildings to her is like.. ahhhh.. haahah.....

she keep saying she likes coming out wif us.. saying that how she wish her coursemate will be like us tat happening.. lol..hahha.. dunnoe how our clique got so "well" oso la..

maybe its fate tat bring us together bah.. hehe. . astoria u r welcome to join us in any form of activity la.. hehe.. i don think ppl in IMD will mine hor.. IS IT PPL FROM IMD... hehe.. okie i'm lame.. i jus too tired liao.. completed my lang of flim in time i'm so happy.. but another headache come haunting me.. which is my INMa layout.. due on tues den weds have to hand in tv production package n have in studio tv productions.. hiaz... howw arh.. jia liat.. hiaz...

don wan think liao.. i wan slp.. *faints*.. bye bye.. nite nite.. see ya guys later..
hehehe..

wat am i suppose to do...

2005-06-20T21:18:00.000+08:00

i'm confused n upset .. i dunnoe why..

i dunnoe why is he avoiding me.. ignoring me.. even a word of concern i've said, he take it as he didn hear it.. or simply nod or shake his head not even wanting to look at me..

why?? wats wrong.. wat did i do.. i really cherish him as a fren.. a very good one..

perhaps its my fault.. i've bothered him too much.. i'm jus a pain to him..

wat can i do.. seeing him everyday like transparent?.. putting on an idiot smiling face infront of everyone while i'm swallowing my tears?..

seriously i've never been treated by any frens this way.. at least when i irritate they'll gimme a good scolding n everything went back normal when i apologise.. BUT i'm sure not this time round.. how much apology wun help at all.. it jus wun help.. wun..

why do i have to do this.. why cant i jus gave him up?? wat an idiot i am.. i shouldnt be existing.. shouldnt.. :'(

2 stoning days

2005-06-19T22:55:00.000+08:00

i've been stoning for e whole of this 2 days..

didn join kath to watch e gig.. didn go support chris(yr3) in his cheerleading competition and didn go support zai for his break dancing competiton either..

hiaz.. sorry.. i wasnt in e mood to see anyone n going out.. hope ya all had enjoy ya self..

see ya..

Love is patient with a life
That brings its share of pain.
We know sometime there is an end
To the most stubborn rain.

We know the sun comes out again
On a world that's fresh and new,
And all the gifts we freely give
Somewhere, sometime accrue.

We know sometimes we have to wait
For life to come around,
And sometimes that it won't, but still
There's some good to be found.

And even when things happen that
Your soul can hardly bear,
Know that I'll be next to you;
My love is always there.

--Nicholas Gordon--

No Lecturer

2005-06-10T01:42:00.000+08:00

haha.. todays audio was w/o lecturer at all la.
haha.. but it was fun especially rainer's group.. their script is damn funny la..
plainly reading e scripts can laugh liao less say when it comes to e recording..

during their recording beatrice n i keep going over to see their recording la.. hahah... we turned off e air con of their room n they didn even notice till when both rice n i was in there feeling pretty warm..

we had e taste of our own fruit la.. so we 2 went out.. after awhile we return again to ask those guys if they feeling warm anot.. it seems tat e warmness is kinda alrite for them lo.. no fun.. i thought they would discover n complain.. haha..

today siyuan was in green. rice was in red n i was in red.. so TOGETHER.. we.. became e traffic lights!!!... hahaha.. kinda lame la.. lol..

tmrs fri.. theres NE tok at 3pm.. n its my last NE tok so i die die oso wan to attend provided theres vacancies.. haha.. lol....after tat den i'll go down M2 to help out lo.. Sunday is e last day so pple pls caome drop by Street Festivals b4 it ends.. hahah..

so damn tired.. left sch at about 9 45pm.. had dinner wif gQ, jo, rice, kat, rainer, jacky n sharon.. haha.. discussing work till i dun even noe wat am i doin or excatly typin now.. it'll be good if i have no typo error.... haha..

remember to tag my board.. like no one is reading it.. haha.. so sianz.. have a nice day everyone.. nite ntie... hehhrehe

MeOwMoO

2005-06-04T14:44:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. yesterdays sales was good la.. 43 shirts sold.. i think is becoz of e promo bah.. from $26.90 to $19.90 TO $15.90.. wow.. hahah..

my prediction was rite lo. hahah .. moo was e best selling.. freddy own me one moo size S... so sad... i didn manage to get my moo....

mooo..mooo...moooo.... hahaha

yesterday zai was performing at the youth park.. break dancing i think.. i was busying playing abel's PSP that i didn watch.. hahah.. freddy sponsor them 10 shirts.. hahah... good publications eh.

hahah.. have to head down to M2 soon..

hope to see ya at M2.. bye bye

Dilemma!!

2005-06-01T11:05:00.000+08:00

hiaz.. school started for 2 wks liao.. 1st wk onli can stress liao.. IMD p2 sux... n InMa worse.. lecturer bombard me wif things i never hear b4.. hiaz.. n have to hand in a proposal... OMG.. wat am i goin to do.. hiaz.... sad so sad.. :(

I'm in a dilemma !!!! x.x

I'm Sorry!! :'(

I Don't Mean To Put Our Love On Hold

I do not mean to put our love on hold.

I really can't decide what I should do.

I don't like always running hot and cold,

But I don't know yet what I feel for you.
I am afraid of getting too involved

And then,

perhaps,

of causing greater pain.

It's easier to get this thing resolved,

Yet then I find I'm weeping once again.
If only life were walking on the beach,

Talking, laughing, holding honest hands,

With everything we want just out of reach,

And no sign of the lurking buts and ands.
If I could say just purely the word love,

Or bear to turn my back and say goodbye,

Then you and I could from this moment move,

And let ourselves at last rejoice or cry.

school starts tmr

2005-05-23T23:15:00.000+08:00

hahah.. so happy school starts tmr.. but oso sad.. which means alot of work to do liao..

hohoh.. all e best to everyone.. tmr will be war for me.. gonna pester tommy quek to change my timetable.. i wan my tv pro .. arghh..

lol.. kk tmr 9 have to reach TCC feel like scann matric card n go lo.. haiz.. sian listening to tok early in e morning leh. . . will fall aslp.. haha.. lol........ but bo bian la.. jus go la.. hahahah

see u guys tmr.. my freshies.. if ya got lost call me la...

orientation

2005-05-23T01:23:00.000+08:00

lol.. return from orientation for 2 days le.. now den free to blog.

haha.. e enitire camp was fun la.. had alot of experience.. in terms of relationship between ppl.. learn how to tolerate, forgiven forget.. lol..

e sentosa trip was great although my grp got lost.. but everyone co- ordinate wif each other n found our way back.. everyone was very very tired but still keepin up e design sprit, which make it more heart warming to me...

thankz to e main comm.. although i noe alot of unhappy things like communication break down.. cant come to e same opinion.. but overall u all had done a great job n pulled e orientation thru smoothly n safely..

as for my freshies.. i'll like to thank u all too.. u guys r a wonderfully designers. .. haha.. stay in contact k...

haha.. nite nite.. see ya...

fri e 13..

2005-05-14T01:32:00.000+08:00

hiaz.. shi shi complain my blog too short arh.. lol.. hahah... got nothing interesting to blog about leh.. holi nothing happening happen one.. haiz.. i still love to have sch.. but come to think of e though projects, i'll rather have rotting holis.. hahah...

okie.. so what if its fri e 13th... but something real bad happen to me.. hiaz... damn lifet is out of order when i came back home after 12 leh... havta climb all e way up to 10th storey la..

damn it.. todays orientation camp or lets say e 3 days prientation camp already making me very tired n sick already.. den this damn lift still give me probs.. hiaz.. bad day...

e sentosa trip was fun thou.. but still can be improved.. hahah.. den raft making was fun n e campfire was pretty interesting i think thou i didn pariticipate..

went to e doctor this morning. the que is pretty lo la.. e doctors r making money during this preiod of time evry year lo.. where ppl fall sick becoz of e damn weather lo.. hiaz..

looking forward to e real orientation.. but i think b4 e orientation.. every FM n e main comm should prepare ourselves wif strepsils n pi pa gao lo.. sure loose voice one..

today got stan a small bottle of pi pa gao.. i thin during e actual orientation muz buy e super big ones le.. muahahahah..

hur.. i'm so tired tat my brain isn't functioning well at all.. keep saying wrong things or too slow in reactions.. hiaz.. aiyo..

i'm now very tired thou but i think is over tired tat i cant really slp.. later morning still havta work.. sad.. sad... sad.. :(

lol.. to all orientation main comm... u guys r great , really put in all ya soul n time to commit.. hehe.. hope tat e freshys will love it... muahaha...

-.-

2005-05-10T23:36:00.000+08:00

arh... nothing interesting happen lately.. 2 wks to go b4 e school starts..

off to orientation camp tmr le..

take care everyone.. :D

bored

2005-05-03T00:59:00.000+08:00

heard tat OBS cancelled.. hmm... hiaz.

i'm so bored.. have nothing to do at home now.. so sad arh...

rot
rottin

lalalalallalala...
lame -.-''''

bored

2005-04-27T13:20:00.000+08:00

okie.. e last post was on e 22nd of april.. haven been bloggin for days le.. nothing much had happen.. so didn bother to blog la..

currently bloggin at e office.. lol.. got a part time job from my fren havin SIP.. some video stuff.. filming n recording.. hahah...

arh.. its so damn bored here la.. haiz.. some one call me leh.. hahhaa.. lame la..

cant go to OTC due to some family prob lo.. hiaz.. maybe drop out of orientation lo.. haiz..

saturday will be bassfish gig performance liao.. haha.. dunnoe if i can go.. >.<

i'mo so bo liao lo.. hahah.. tonite after work still have tuition to give.. mad liao..

yesterday at tuition was so damn tired tat i accidentally got paper cut.. nvm .. den later e when i was about to load e staples into a stapler e stupid thingy bounce n kenna my finger.. wahhh.. pain lo.. -cries-

dun have a good rest last nite.. havin very bad nose block n sore throat.. haiz.. i wan my bed now.. :'(

hmmm.. busy busy busy...

2005-04-22T20:50:00.000+08:00

allaallaal.. now i cant say sian in e day le.. workin like hell lo.. got a part time job at this video company at lavender.. lol.. jus doin some recordins onli la.. lol.. 40 bucks per day.. alrite la.. nothing to do so go lo.. hahah.... one of SIP company.. lol..

saturday tmr.. giving tuition.. sigh... I"M FREEEEE ON MONDAY... anyone wans to go out??
hahah

k k spend too much money this few wks already.. from chalet to moives.. lol.. had 2 lame n no storyline show watched lrecently.. haiz... recently movie sux lo.. better go work la.. earn money.. muahahaha....

hoho bro back from army today.. they had rifle range for e pass 1 wk... so damn tiring for him.. muahahahah... he's back.. which means 2 days i cant have e comp... lol.. hahaha

aiyo.. at night is always my worse moment lo.. nothing to do.. sian arhhh....

infection

2005-04-21T01:20:00.000+08:00

okie.. watchin infection tmr.. this time round i check e consumer adivse.. it says :' PG SOme Disturbing Scenes'... lol... wonder wat is it tat disturbing.. white noise oso indicate disturbin.. but i dun white nise so give it a miss last time...

last time didn check for creep consumer advise lo.. jus now check le n it says:' VIOLENCE N GORE'.. hurrrrrrrr..... -cries- e show is horrible.. freaked out

Creep!!!!

2005-04-18T12:13:00.000+08:00

okie.. tokin abt movie for tonite.. Never watch CREEP!!!!!

k all i can say tat creep was sux la..
okie not sux... is jux over gory le.. i thought saw was bad when abel discribe it to me.. but i noe for sure creep was worse... n its rated NC-16 lo.. feel tat its suppose to me M-18 la..

in terms of sacriness is alrite la.. not much of the frightening scene la..
till the end of e show is abit puzzled about who e hell is e killer la.. where he's from.. why he's living in e train tunnel la..

all i can say is a very very normal storyline...

okie.. damn gQ liao.. hahaha.. keep remindin me of e creep when i say i was abt to puke n he still can say 'go puke'.. *struggle*

haha.. yo yo, fish., tneg n mel still watchin lo.. i doubt they can make it too la.. they had a very full meal b4 e movie lo.. haahhaa... *evil grinz*

b4 thier movie went to ezone to pay e hockey stadium n bishi bashi wif them lo.. hadn't had so much fun for very long le.. hehehe... pretty happy today i could meet up wif them... hehhee...

ohoho.. shoutbox down tonite again..

2005-04-17T12:40:00.000+08:00

okie.. shoutbox down again. Dunnoe wat happen liao..

hahaha.. went bugis check out shops wif consignment.. lol.. seriously not much lo.. but something i've seen in bugis street la.. rebirth n freshboz design has been use on another brand lo.. is exactly e same la.. not a single thing changed.. wtf la.. wats so nice about immitation.. hiaz.. the original is like onli e pathetic 4 bucks or less more onli lo..

went out wif ryce n kath to bugis today la.. later rainer meet up wif us... so borin la.. todays shoppin machiam no aim one.. hiaz... had dinner at 5 plus.. had a pretty long chat wif e 3 of them... pretty funny la.. everyone has a interestin, colourful n fabulous pass experiences lo.. although some might not be a good ones.. but gradully pick up experiences oso la..

chattin things from now to e past n back to present.. its cool to have such nice chat every now n den la.. get to noe more abt frens ard u...

went to heartland mall today wif kath n ryce.. i thought i went b4 lo.. but actually i didn leh.. hahah.. funny.. lol.. den ryce n kath went home ard 9 which is damn early for me la.. poor rainer have to accompany me la.. sometimes i really think i'm botherin him la.. although everytime i ask him if i was gettin on his nerves, he's reply was no la.. some how i juz feel wierd here n there la..

sometimes really think dat am i suppose to be existin in this world.. haiz.. no idea la.. all i can do now is take a step at a time le.. how nice if i can be a tree or something la... hahah.. no idea.. i wonder how it feels being something else.. lol..

todays chat wif them really proves tat i'm too much of a different wavelength wif them la.. hiaz.. no idea.. have to learn to adapt to them lo.. tryin to adapt or changin myself to be like them?
dunnoe.. my mind is filled all e question marks n unclear doubts..

i'm avoidin.. for all i noe.. i'm avoidin something..
i'm loosin.. loosin.. loosin.. loosin...

feel very pathetic for myself la.. soemtimes really wan to have a good cry la.. but i noe i cant...
theres not a person i can find to share all this la.. not even my parents could.. all i can do is to slowly get myself back on track lo.. wat to do.. -cries-...

-human complexity-

SICK

2005-04-15T22:46:00.000+08:00

sob sob... having very bad sore throat since e day i came back from chalet.. it got worsen by tonite le.. hiaz.. n damn all those mosquito at e chalet.. causin e bite turnin from red to blue- black.. pain + itch... of so many ppl why me.. 15 bites la... damn it

haiz.. lost my voice how to work tmr.. dealin wif kids somemore... haiz... how.. criesssssss..... somemore today it seems tat its short handed of staff lo.. sure alot of markin n packin to do le.. sighz...

work work work...

today watched "the doll maker"... e dolls r damn scary la.. but story line kinda lame towards e end la.. hmmm...

borrow shutter, doll marker, golden chix n a chinese horror movie to watch over e wk end.. hope tat i can at least have my comp or tv to watch coz tmr bro comin back from NS liao.. which means .. no comp for me.. den mom bought alot vcd from malaysia lo, sure gonna hog on to e tv le... haiz.. whens my turn... every saturday is my rottin day lo.. sighz... i dun like holis.. :(

haiz.. dunnoe wat to do now... i think go slp after bloggin.. good nitez...

Aranda Country Club

2005-04-14T23:18:00.000+08:00

k shall start bloggin abt e chalet.. gonna be long..
so lets get go..

12th April

supposingly my clock was set to 10 30am but i woke up at 9 am in e morning searchin high n low for my moms cooker (for e chalet).

shower n get ready to set off to gQ's house at 11 45am. Took a bus to his place. Carry 2 bags side by side is so weird la.. e whole bus ppl look at me like an alien.. -.-

woke gQ up, wait for him to wash up n head of to 201 at 12 15pm. went to collect our satay n otak but e lady cookin e otak came late, so e boss give us a drink treat while waiting. (haha.. freee drink). Took a cab down to my place to collect my guitar n 2 DVD b4 returnin to gQ's place.

leave e stuff down n went down to T mart to get ice n some charcoals. 2 15pm, Max came to gQ's house but e lock is locked. So Max has to wait outside e door.. BUT he fiddle to get e lock open n it really open.. Max can go be a burglar already lo.. haha

after max arrived, ryce n kath arrived at 2 30pm. Ard 3 15 justin arrive wif his hair cut. hahah.
As we think tat 1 cab cant get all e stuff down to e chalet.. we decided to get another cab. So we got rainer to took a cab down from his place down n give us a lift while we wait for him at along e road.. but dunnoe wat happen that we have to get another cab .. (i haven ask y oso .. haha..)

we arrived at e country at 3 30pm. N there was Glenn, Mud, Abel, Eugene, James,Xiao Hui, XingJie, Chris.. n afew more i think, cant really remember.

everyone enter e room wif a "wow" .. e suite was big, a rather big living room, a kitchen, 1 tv set, 2 rooms, 2 attatched toilets n a blacony. when we settle down, we startd to taw e food n start e fire for bbq.Peter Sam n TIA came to join us for e chalet bbq.

The bbq ended b4 gQ n i got back from a 3rd grocery trip.. haha.. but satn, gQ, me,justin, xj. abel n max stayed to do somemore cookin b4 clearin up at ard 11 plus 12 . hahha... had our shower n had a few rounds of mahjong b4 goin out for our nite walk.. (coz ryce was so bored)

13th April

1st nite walk consist of ryce,me, justin,rainer, gQ, abel, xj n sharon.. is was 3 plus in e morning
(it wasnt a happy walk after all .. so i shan't blog it)

came back at 7am.. went out again to do some postaging for my dad n came back to e chalet ard 8 plus.. made stan, gQ, rainer, eugene, etc breakfast wif sausages and hasbrowns. b4 gQ went home for his slp n stan went back sch for orientation meeting.. went to bed at 9am n woke up at 11am.. 2 hours slp onli.. And e 2 hours lasted me another day.. another hectic day..

Actually i cant remember wat i do after i woke up at 11am till e bbq starts .. lol. oops memory failing like ryceee... hhahahah... i think we paly mahjong or wat la.. oh.. i remember it was raining heavily from 5 plus till 7 plus.. b4 james got e wire mesh back n start e bbq...

This time round e bbq ended very late.. i think its 1am or so la.. had our shower n went out for nite walk in a big group.. leavin onli xj, max, sharon n eugene.. justin, rainer, me n james wanted to walk into e mangrove swamps but too bad la.. under construction.. haaha... walked back to join ryce n kaths group to e swinf den to e spider web den to a little playground to relax n sing.. haha... after dat we walked to e beach to chat.. i was to tired n fell aslp.

on e way back i walked very slow coz i'm still in e slpin mode.. after like 10 mins walk i'm wide awake tat i can run to catch up with e group rite ahead.. hahahah.. so cool.. rainer called tat e powernap.. lol.. den e ten mins slp lasted me till e mornin b4 we checked out at 11am.. but b4 tat i did take a quick nap about 2 hours. haha..

e chalet was cool and fun.. but its tiring la.. and alot of fun things happened esp on e bbq of e 2nd nite.. where justin n rainer do stupid actions.. we all assume justin was drunk on a can of beer.. haha.. max , xj and freddy actually plan their stratergy to frighten e cats at e chalet.. haha.. its damn hilarious...

as in e photos taken, can browse it under ryce gallery la.. hehe..

k k tired le.. got to go slp le..
nite everyone..

im tired of things le..

2005-04-11T23:58:00.000+08:00

haiz.. today wasnt a very nice day for me.. dun really wan to say much le.. anyone doesnt like my frankness so be it la.. can jolly well ask me to drop out la.. i dun mind one lo...

yo yo was so sad when she fail he driving test today.. so ke lian.. haiz.. i oso very sad for her... n sad for myself for wastin my time this afternoon, makin myself seems super extra.. i might as well keep her accompany...

haiz.. wat can i say.. i'm jus not a good fren la.. when a fren in need i wasnt there.. i was at some stupid place doin some stupid things which i think i aint suppose to be there... fuk up la...

am i turnin against e world or is e world turning against me...
i'm tired to put on e everyday smile when i didn feel abit of happiness anywhere.. sighz...

suppose to be excited about tmrs chalet.. but i aint abit of enthusiasm abt it... dun feel like packin at all.. haiz.. hope tat nothing bad will happen la..

CROSS MY FINGERS N PRAY TAT TMR WONT RAIN .. t.t

another few days entry together

2005-04-11T03:00:00.000+08:00

lol.. k k.. have been hooked to afew webcomic recently.. n my hot flashes novel.. lol... hahha..
no time to blog but got time to chat online wif pple till 5 am..tats crazy man..

haha.. read a few webcomic reconmended my ryce.. like e altermeta, cascadia... etc.. its on her blog.. e one that hooked me alot is "the way to ur heart' dunnoe why oso .. i think becoz it resemblance of "Hana Yori Dango" by Youko Kamio... haha...

toking abt a grp of j-rock student being so arrogant in school.. but among them they have each thier own outstanding personality la. pretty interesring.. they provide links to certian j-rock music la. hahah.. althought its not very well drawn but e emotion pull factor is there la.. haha...

oh ya.. today or can say its last night.. ots past mid night already.. sighz... went to fetch kath back at e airport.. initially thought afew pple might turn up onli.. in e end so many pple turn up.. we hav, ryce, me, gQ, mud, glenn, fred, sek jia, max, xj,justin n 2 of kath's fren.. lol.. no idea baout their names.. it was a big grp la.. hahha...

went to e nearest Mac.. had a little desert kath brought back from indo... so sweet of her.. hahah.. till now i still dunno wat its called.. haha... n ty for ya shirt.. hahaha... pretty cooll... hahhaha...

chalet comin soon......... ryce n me was busy wif stuff here n there.. lol.. now kaths is back.. haha.. throw some of our burden to her liao.. haha... catch it kath.. muahaha... crazy tokin to myself.. haiz.. no idea..

abel muz be very tired everyday after work i think.. didn see him online to count down e chalet days for me.. hhahaha.. lame..

hahah.. i'm in a high sprite now i think... hahah.. cant seems to slp.. its almost 3am liao.. half way bloggin half way typin blog.. hahah..

gonna miss my work for tues n weds le.. but never mind la.. no regrets one.. e job kinda boring le.. giving myself break 1st... hahahah....

t.t hungry.. didn had dinnerrrrrrr............. z.z''' -cries-..

muahahha exactly 3am after i finsh my last word.. haha...

lol.. juz damn bored lo...

2005-04-05T12:23:00.000+08:00

hiaz.. suppose to wake up at 9am to meet ryce at 10 today.. but my damn boday make me wake up at 8am sharp la.... sobz sobz..

meet ryce to get stuff for out HFC chalet.. guys dun forget its on e comin tuesday.. :D.. hahaha... those who can come early to help will we great la.. hahahha...

argh.. todays work can kill me lo... start tokin from 4pm to 9pm non stop lo.. usually i can take break n not to tok to e kids when they r doin their work.. but today theres a new staff.. so my boss make her sit wif me askin me to guide her..
pls lo.. my station is e worse station of all the others la.. i'm handlin kids wif hyperactive n those who cant pay attention ones lo..
all my concentration goes to them liao where got time to help other ppl... zzzz.... haiz...

come back home like dead meat la..cant hardly have e energy to topk to my mom la.. haiz... went shower at 11pm jus now.. come out notice my nails all turned purple.. scary man.. its cold lo.. hahah.. damn weather..

all becoz of e weather tat courses pple to fall sick.. lol.. poor ryce is e 1st victim.. hahah
she at my place today la.. rot till M2 meetin la.. but in e end she didn go la.. hahah... she keep drawin tissue paper while i was slpin la.. hahah... den 2 times when i woke up she's not infront of my comp table.. lol.. dunnoe where she disappear to.. hahaha...

argh.. havin sore throat soon le... lol... n my eyes kinda gettin puffy.. dunnoe why oso.. lol.. cant wear conatcts today.. whole day... no idea.. hmmm...

arh... go contiune wif my book liao.. haha.. tata..

3 in 1

2005-04-04T19:00:00.000+08:00

k k.. didn blog for like 3 days le.. nvm la.. hahah... didn nothing this few days oso.. lol.. cant remember wat i didn on fri oso.. hahha...

staurday was so damn borin day la.. slp at 3 on fri nite or 2 cannot rem le la.. work up lokkin at e damn sky.. its pourin madly outside.. *turned off* how am i goin to get to work... 15 mins walkin distance.. later goin out.. bring stupid umbrella kinda odd.. hiaz...

nvm lo.. do hold wif e umbrella la.. got there in time.. wanted to go to e Dip Show after my work end at 1 but who noe .. my lady boss ask if i could helped.. so i stay lo.. stay till 3 plus.. z.z b4 i left still have alot more to mark la.. sighz.. gonna mark like hell on tues again.. t.t

after work went out wif LiWen go walk walk la.. had lunch in KFC den do some window shoppin in TM.. lol..

after tat went to library to get some books lo.. damn boringtat i would actually step into a library .. OMG.. got 2 books pretty funny.. still haven start la.. but i hope it be nice..

Sunday.. k k woke up at 12pm sharp.. dilly dally for some time b4 meetin yo yo n teng to go dip show... lightening strike b4 i step out of my house n rains start to pour... OMG cant go out liao...
called yo yo tell her i cant go le.. lucky her dad come drive me.. lol.. i'm always so lucy to have pple drive me ard.. muahahhaa...

took a train down to Outram MRT n tengz called said her bro come drive us down... wow cooled save on cab fare... hahha...

i think bcoz its e second day of e show so there's not much of entertainment there.. went browsin thru e work of IMD FYP 1st.. find it "wow cool"... thinkin by e time i graduate will i be able to achieve this standard... hiaz.. so scary.. lol...

k took about 2 hours b4 we left.. wanted to head to clarke quay wif yo yo n teng but kind of lost after 15mins walk.. so took a cab... pathetic 3bucks la..

yo yo is craving for coffee bean choco cake.. so went to find coffe bean.. come to think back theres no coffee bean at clarke quay lo.. hahah.. ended up in TCC... its cool la.. we had e cushion seat... we eat, drink n tok for more den 2 hours there lo.. after we left we head down to fish shop at Chinatown.. lol.. got a pendant at his shop.. but i saw a better one at his fren or neighboou shop.. sobz sobz sobz.. but nem la.. he sold me 3 bucks cheaper.. hahaha....

had mocha villa at tcc.. return home at 11 after fish drop me at my void deck.. lol.. manage to watch e Jap horror movie on channel 8.. it lasted onli an hour.. but not bad la.. not very scary la... it changes its timin to 11 30 next sunday.. lol... set my hp alarm to get ready... muahahah....

did nothing much today la.. woke up at 1... watch ID till 6 plus b4 i come online... actaully dun wan come online, but have to meet ryce online to make e hcalet discussion... lol... n recently msn keep givin alot of prob.. cant sign in after a certain time.. msn sux la...

off for dinner now... tata

Nothing Much Todayyyyyy !!!

2005-04-02T01:04:00.000+08:00

sighz.. kath gone back to Indo today alreadi.. its pathetic i'm e onli person to see her off duh... haiz.. nvm la..

hahah... woke up at 12 today.. den go out meet kath.. chatting at BK b4 she leaves.. hiaz.. today was alone whole day.. walking aimlessly here n there.. i miss school.. i miss my frens... i misss.... hiaz...

lookin for another jon le.. if i manage to get e job den i can keep my mind busy.. dun have to think so much le.. but come to say if i take another job sure no time to go out le.. come back ji tao slp.. lol.. oso good la.. eran money n prepare for next sem..

script writing fund, language of film.. eh wat else.. hmm can remember la.. i think Language of film will be fun tho.. watch n critic e movie... lol..

haiz.. i miss out alot of moive last sem le..goona get back b4 e movie tix raise.. wan watch horror movie lo.. now waiting for samara n creep.. lol.. 7th n 24th lo.. very long leh.. zzz.. hiaz.. haiz.. jus now on channel U was showin e makin of e eye 10 la.. for that pathetic 15mins onli.. crazy.. might as well dun show.. hiaz...

Madagascar is releasin in May lo.. haiz.. i saw e huge ad pasted all over e busstop in orchard lo.. long long wait lo...

Tmr meetin yo yo to go see Dip Show la.. hmm.. have to see e standard of our students...haha... Ryce said its cool la.. hmmm... no idea la.. didn see ryceee online muz have slept le la i think.. she has to reach timberlux tmr at 8 plus.. lol..

today i'm damn lame n bored till i posted abt 6 to 8 msg on friendster.. lol.. got frighten to see my face there.. lol.. recently ppl in friendster add me for no good reasons la.. n i dunnoe those pple.. HELLLOOOOOOO... lol.. nvm.. 1 click DELETE n tats it.. hahhaha...

ARGGGGHHHhhhhhhhhh!!!! i'm so bored... bored till play neopet lo.. tats stupid la.. haiz.. go read webcomic le la.. gonna slp early too.. tmr morning workin .. muahahahaha...

haha.. tagboard back.. lol..

2005-03-31T19:10:00.000+08:00

slept at 3 last nite chatting n read webcomic till msn got problem... i think everyone's being 'kicked out'.. was chattin wif rainer till msn die den both of them slp.. crazy...

den woke up 8 this morning.. y so early.. coz i set e alarm wrongly.. damn it.. den mom use e toilet la.. sianz... -yawnz yawnz-

meet up wif serene to go find job la.. but they dun wan poly students.. sighz.. went to comic connections to look ard la..den take MRT down to meet kath n ryceeeeeee... lol....

Reach Orchard at 11 30 tho.. had our so call breakfast cum lunch.. lol.. hahhaa.... den now blogging was damn hungry la.. waiting for mom's return... -_-'''

hahah.. had M2 meeting wif Annie Pek.. e organiser of Singapore Street Festival.. she e very cool lady.. she's very experienced lo.. hahhaha...

Thinking n deciding M3 packaging wif Max... lol.. do some shoppin but didn manage to buy anything la.. which is oso good la.. save money.. lol...

tmr have to see kath of haha... she goin back to indo for 10 days or 9 la.. comin back on e 10th la anyway.. muahahhaa....

hahaha.. those who wan to see her off.. we r meetin 2pm at terminal 1... lol.. hahahha.... wat am i goin to do after tat leh.. lol... go home slppppp...

BIG SIGHZ.... bad news... movie tix for Cathay, Eng Wah and GV is goin up by a dollar wif effect on 1st MAY... sigh.. which means its gonna be abt $10 on wkend... sianz... everything gone up... y not my pocket money gone up and my pay tooo... haiz... t.t

hahah.. e webcomic ryce ask me to read is damn fanri la.. hahah... have a look at it la.. www.altermeta.com hahaha....

k mom's back gonna have my dinner.. hungryyyyyyy t.t...

Monday...

2005-03-28T22:15:00.000+08:00

i'm loosing track of days, dates n time le.. haiz.. i almost forgot today's was a monday.. woke up blur blur de.. sighz....

accompany liwen to hair cut today leh.. we went takashimaya shoppin leh.. but is seems tat 50 bucks voucher machiam like 5 bucks there lo.. e things there damn ex la.. saw this cute n small bag n it coz almost 100 bucks la... zzz.... taka is famous for branded stuff lo.. tats wat i can say.. x.x

hiaz.. another boring day jus pass like dat... i'm startin to panic for my o level eng lo.. haiz.. read more bookssss arh.. sianz... shall immerse myself in books la.. BUT but but.. dun like readin la.. unless something really capture's my attention la...

sighz.... tmr ryce have orientation meeting lo.. cant meet her liao.. i so damn bored la.. can someone ask me out.. arghzzzzzzzzzz.....

so bo liao tat tmr go back sch to help tia wif e showcase of e graduating student's work la...
she called me back juz now lo.. tellin me got fred, siyuan, charyl and another guy.. tat means she got 4 liao lo.. wat for need me again.. sighz.. makin me feel so damn xtra.. haiz...

dying for another job la.. haiz... need money badly tho.. have to spend money wisely when u have it lo.. if not later can die la.. sighzzzzzzzzzzzz........

haiz.. e night is still young lo.. dunnoe wat can i do leh... haiz.... everyone is so into their own things.. sighz... feelin damn lonely now la.. dad slp le.. mom still not back yet.. sitting infront of e comp lokkin like an idiot.. criesssssssssssssss.....

boring day..

2005-03-28T00:35:00.000+08:00

wah... today abel n rainer return from holi le... omedetto..OH ABEL"S BACK... HAHAHAHH.. hehe say don wan pple to noe.. lol.. muahahahahaha...

arh.. poor abel got himself 6 stitches.. poor thing... lucky he diidn get his leg broken.. lol.. take care bah.. hahaha....its cool leh.. abel went to stay at kelong.. wah everyday fishing.... i love it tooo !!!!!

hmmm.. today is another roting day at home today.. arh.. so sianz arh...

haiz.. jus finish watching ID third stage's movie.. its cool .. hahaha.. OMG.. e cars rox.. lol.. SW40 is meant for icy ground.. hahah.. lame.. dunnoe wat i am tokin about.. lalalalal...

i oso wan go holi.. zzzzz... t.t

can't wait for e chalet n orientation den i dun have to stay at home le.. or shall get another job.. haiz.. hard to find job leh.. sianz...

sighzzzzzzzzz 2nd day t . t

2005-03-25T23:58:00.000+08:00

watched The Eye 10 on the day of release.. PLZZZZZZZZ.. warning.. if anyone intend to watch pls don... don don don.. its suz to e core n lame... if u're goin for a comedy den go for it.. its super hilarious.. but if ya goin for a horror movie.. den forget it... its a total rubbish.. worse movie i ever watched.. waste money and waste time...

haiz.. today jus another rotting day... watchin tv e whole day... switching channels to channel .. not payin attention to any prog at all... zzzz... for 2 MONTHS if i'm gonna be like dat i'm dead......... better find something to do...

hahaha.. holdin another job soon i think... hmmm.... sighz..

watched QUILL e 3rd time... its still that nice, that interesting and that that touching.. recomended to abel b4.. n he manage to get e VCD.. ask him to burn a copy for me burn for 2 mths le lo.. dunno burn where.... haiz...

working tmr morning at 9 30.. den dunnoe wat to do next.. perhaps go someones place for movie marathon lo... sighzzzzzzzzzz.... t.t

Boredom

2005-03-22T23:08:00.000+08:00

argh... holidays aint as good as i think.. i'll rather have sch lo... x.x'''

so boring at home.. everyday slp till so late.. wake up watch tv.,.. arghhhh... can die arh....

wanna look for another job but afraid tat it might clash wif the chalet.. wah lao.. so contradicting lo... chalet is spendin money la.. work can earn money lo.. sighz....

arh... those who r goin overseas this hoiliday pls take care of urself overseas k.. lalalal... Bon Voyage :D

argh.. even bloggin oso seems so bo liao.. bothing happenin to blog lo... everyone is lookin forward to e chalet la.. damn Abel is pestering me about e chalet.. coz he's rotting at home.. hahahah...

todays work sux.. both my boss n lady boss ask me y i look so tired.. i oso dunnoe.. wat can i say..
lady boss: weishan! y r u so tired this few days.
me: -_-'' hehe.. arhhh (thining wat am i goin to say) ... heheh.. arh.. oh.. becoz of projects.. lol.. (tats a lie.. muahahah.. -evil grinz-)

this time round is the boss.. towards e end of my work.. when almost everyone has left..

boss: weishan! R u very busy recently? u hav been lookin very tired recently..
me: (Argh... 2nd time.. die) arh.. ya.. busy over projects.. hahah.. ( i told a lie twice in a row -_-''' how bad i am.. SIGHZ.. - evil grinz-)

lol.. lame la.. life is jus a dialy routine la.. haiz..

Freeeeeeeeee

2005-03-20T23:36:00.000+08:00

Arh... finially can blog again.. it means hiliday is here..
But the holi seems abit dead too me.. not much fun leh... have to work.. haiz...lookin forward to e Chalet.. muahahaaa....

today went shoppin wif fang n fish... hahaha... super funny la.. so muich lameness n cold jokes...
both fang n me got new bag... so happyyyyy... fang keep askin me today happy a not...

hahahah... although unhappy over certain things.. but after fish treat us go terra eat apple strydle n vanilla ice cream.. short of brighten up abit.. not so unhappy le....

but i wan to kill something now.. thats e mosquito... damn stupid.. so many ppl in my house dun attack them.. juz attack me... wah lao.. i one day shower 3 4 times lo...

esp today lo... i took alot of shower.. haha... wake up b4 go market get some stuff shower once.. den come back shower again.. later 3 plus meet sam to return him stuff.. b4 leavin my house shower again.. den come back shower again.. tat makes 4 shower le... den b4 meeting fang i oso shower... now come back liao shower again.. muahahahahahha... 6 showers today lo... hahaha.. see those damn mosquito still dare touch me anot... muahahahahahha.... x.x

sianz... now dunnoe wat to do leh.. holi liao.. sudden no work to do... arghhh... dying of boredom... :'( .. this is bad bad bad...

NVM... see how ever online go disturb them lol... lame..

HoLiDaYsSsSsS....

2005-03-18T23:58:00.000+08:00

k finially.. 9 .10 am i handed in my Life Drawing n thats it... i'm not going to think of any of my work and grades anymore...muahahahah

lol.. was damn slpy after my work is handed in.. i think becoz i suddenly feel e work load off me ba.. slept in e studio of merely 10 mins n i was up coz we have to plan for tonights outing..lol..

to the movie ROBOT.. hahahha

BUT b4 tat askin ard who wanna watch is a headache lo.. but i heck care le.. those never watch really miss e fun lo... e show is damn interesting la.. although its lame at certain parts la... hahahah...

i think i dun have to say much here la.. Kath n Ryce will elaborate more on e movie lo.. esp Ryce.. she will re wrtite e entire script in a simplified verision ba ... at least tats wat i think she will do.. muahahahhah..

have a fun, interesting and relaxing day today la... had 1 pool game wif teng at e tables la(not infront of Rainer can le (-_-'').. ).. so long never play le..

Rainer was playing wif Jason all the long till Ryce n Kath return from purchasing some stuff la.. lol... i say i'll never play again infront of Rainer... muahahahah... dun ask me y.. ask him.. lol...hmmm.. actually not much of a interesting reason la.. but jux dun wan to be embarassed infront of him anymore lo... my pool skills is CMI la... x.x'''..

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOO O.. hahah 15 pool ball n 1 white ball... lol....

Oh.. something interesting in e Bapho room wif me n Ryce.. we're doin e print on our own interest la.. lol.. here goes:

Me: (certain angle under e hand dryer) Ryce, i notice my hand look kinda small out of a sudden..
Ryce: ... hahaha....
Ryce: becoz its cold ma.. so your hand contracts la...
Me: hello, wat kind of a science theory is tat...
Me: Wat u mean is when i'm cold my plam contracts la.. den later if i step into e sun my plam will expand la...
Me: Zzzzzzzzzz
Ryce: Hahahahahahha...( e usual ryce face when she said something incorrect.. imagine ba!!)

hahahahah.... k k end here le... tired le...

Btw ... theres a interesting movie coming up.. although its cartoon but.. watching e ads trailer is already makin everyone in e cine laugh la... cant remember e title.. something 'm...scar'.. hahaha... we shall watch it together wif e same batch of pple la.. hahahaha.... :)

hmm.. no mood for today.. :(

2005-03-16T23:46:00.000+08:00

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Finially..

2005-02-23T21:42:00.000+08:00

heheh.. paiseh.. sooooooooo long didn blog liao...

i've been busy over e pass few wks stress on all kinds of assignments.. i think everyone's e same la..

pretty happy that today i had my p1 presentation done.. i didn get much shooting form wahidah.. lol.. i noe my idea is cliche la.. :(

haha.. needa thanks rainer for helpin me wif my p1 so much.. ty.. :)
and sorry to trouble u so much la..

haiz.. i have another 6 rolls of film to go.. n i gonna send it out for developing to save my time reeling the negs in e dumb darkroom.. gonna have at least 4 rolls out by this wk end..

Ryce needa accompany me to East Coast oso leh.. sighz..

'Intuation'.. my life drawing finial piece.. A2 sixe man.. arghh... can do last min work lo.. needa do bit by bit everyday..

List of things i've not complete:
1) Digital Ess
2) ComDi
3) Life Drawing
4) p1 finial research
5) jap finial A2 size poster....

5 to go..
how to complete in 2 wks time.. *cries*

but dun care le.. i need some time to rest.. haven been getting enough slp this few wks..
*HEADACHE* have been bothering me for e pass 2 wks le lo.. painkiller doesn't work on me..

haiz.. die oso need to survive thru this 2 wks la.. gonna do my jap liao.. tata

Chinese New Year

2005-02-12T23:04:00.000+08:00

hmm.. k k haven been bloging for days already.. everyday came back very late.. n too busy to blog le...

this new yr isn't e new yr i'm looking forward to.. hmmm down wif a lot of assignments n projects.. can't even celebrate prpoerly wif me family n frens.. sighz..

ComDi mock presentation due on monday n i've yet to come up wif my product design n product name.. how?? i haven research on e color RED!!!!!! - panicking-

Jap project, hardcopy (english version) n jap sentence structure due on monday oso.. how to come up wif a proper sentence??? i NEED help.. haiz everyone is busy wif their work who will bother abt me.. :(

last have to hand in Life Drawing on Monday oso.. hated it... i miss e fri lesson coz have to squeeze out time to get my basic photo shot taken n developed...

haiz.. i've yet done any of e above lo.. i'm sure i'm dead for sure.. feel so guilty n sorry for my teammate for ComDi.. sighz...

Serious in e new yr mood la. dun feel like thinkin ...

had visited a few of my frens house.. today visited Justin's house... played Black jack n Big 2 wif justin, justin fren, kath n ryce.. hahha..

i lost overall.. lol... haahhah..

ka few funny msg i recieve on fri morning.. ard 7 plus in da morning.. me msg joel ask him to take note of life drawing lesson n inform me abt any homework... den joel thought there's work to be handed in on fri which is the figure drawin we're suppose to hand in on MONDAY.. so i said..

Funny msg one

me: dear arh.. didn u read e BRIEF given to u. the deadline was due on monday.. 14th Feb
jo: =/ brief? The onli brief i check is e color which i wear b4 i put on my cloths... XD

me: (-_____________-''''''')...... its lame...

den me suppose to meet ryce at pasir ris interchange in the morning at 8.. so at 7 45 i msg her.. hey rice i didn noe i'm tat early.. i've reached le... den at 8 she replied..

Funny msg two

me: eh.. i wait for u at mac la...
ryce: Guess What! Shitty... i overslept... i still at home just finish washing up... So Paiseh..! Er... i'll be there b4 9, is that okie? Shitty.. Now I'm the one late....

ahhah... i was thinking can i reply NO... hahah so i replied

me: nvm la.. take ur time...

i wasted 1 hr there la.. but lucky i went to get meself a mag to read.. hahah...
finially my Bapho is done..

hahah.. k k got to get back to my life drawing... Shitty.. havin headache for e pass 2 hrs.. what happen leh...!!! haiz.. tired + stress+ headache= I'M SCREWED... :( :( :(

Eve of Chinese New Year

2005-02-07T12:04:00.000+08:00

hahah.. today monday blus la.. had ComDi at 12 as usual.. its boring lo... haiz.. but e lamest thingy is i have to come school early to hand in me life drawing journal... Thomas is supposed to collect it last fri.. den he wan us to add in more things.. so... haiz..

went to bugis to had XJ shirt change.. went wif ryce n rainer lo.. hahaha.. super funny la today.. purposely make rainer take photo at e love getty machine wif us... suz la him.. cant take pics properly.. sighz.. sad to say.. we always dun have enough time to finsh decorating all e 4 pics.. :(

Another BIG SIGHZ.. cant have a proper Chinese New Year lo.. have to do projects lo.. haiz.. and this sem we onli have 14 wks coz the sch is pushing the holi n orientation early... 1st wk add drop then sem break.. then now bring 1 wk forward.. in total we onli studied for 13 wk.. minus off some public holis.. we onli studied for 12 wks ONLI... serious la.. dunnoe how am i goin to survive la.. hahah

tmr ryce, kath, rainer.... all dun have to come sch onli me.... wth lo.. having bapho some more its Kheng Li... haiz.. have to show me proposal la... haiz... no good la....

haven get me shoe painted.. alamak.. all me ideas all gone le la.. coz initially i wan to wear pink top n green bottom one.. so my shoe can paint pink n green.. now my top is green n white n bottom is dark brown or grey la.. how on earth am i goin to paint le... haizzzzzzzz......

sunday

2005-02-06T18:30:00.000+08:00

haven been bloggin for days le.. a lot of things have happen.. hehe..

celebrate ryce n xj bday on fri.. we have oreo chocolate cake.. wow.. its nice la.. everyone wans a second serving.. hahaha..

ryce got so many prezzie.. n today her mom bringing her to KFC for dinner.. die she's gonna have coke again.. lol..

hahah.. had my life drawing journal done to 80%.. maybe doin a painting or collage to end my journal.. hmm..

how i wish all my sec sch work still ard.. damnit.. why am i so dumb to throw it away.. haiz....

hmm.. Chniese New Year coming soon ... but can't really enjoy la.. have to do projects.. sighz..

hehhe.. happy chinese new year eveyone... collect more red packets k.. hehehe...

its THURSDAY tmr...

2005-02-02T23:28:00.000+08:00

okie.. today nothing much happen...

as usual had my jap lesson den waited 3 hrs for my p! consultation..

yin luan didn do her consultation, so Enrique took over.. he took 30 mins for e consultation.. den i think i can go 1st after him.. den linus comes in.. k nvm... linus was fast.. so i think i'll be e next one.. den who noes stan comes in.. wahhhh... sianz liao... nvm.. stan oso quite fast.. so i wait.. den who noes sam came in.. alamak.. in e end i was in da room stonin for 1 hr n 15 mins.. sighzzzzzzz.....

k nvm.. through out my consultation Wahidah never say any is good or bad.. she jus say... come up wif e content.. lol.. sianz la.. wasted my time.. k had a pretty long chat wif Stan over someone n something...

hahha... Rainer so hao lian abt his Kakitori test .. he said he gonna get full marks again.. haiz.. i study so hard den still got mistake.. he like hardly study lo den can get full marks.. sianz have la.. Dunman student VS Victoria student.. how to win.. *drop deadz*...

sianz now le.. my nose keep sneezin.. arghhh... can do anything now.. juz wanna slp, but afraid nose block.. haiz... fri has to hand in life drawin journal le.. but i'm onli half way thru onli.. haiz.. e last solution i'm gonna use is tear off pages.. hahah... waste paper lo..

tmr gonna dye my hair.. wif even of red n purple highlights or make it all red highlights n a strand of purple highlight leh... hmmmm....

stan say purple n red will look too overboard.. tengz says dunnoe la.. need to try.. hahah... try try la..

i bought a lot of "mua chee".. hahaha... coz me ten bucks la.. lol... nvm giving it away as CNY small prezzie.. who ever sees me muz ask me for it lo.. provided 1st come 1st serve.. hahahah...

fang dun worry la.. tmr i'll buy u some la.. hehehhe....

tata.. gonna take some pills to make myself drowsy n go to bed le.. tata.. see ya guys tmrrrr...... hehehe

juz 3 lines

2005-02-01T16:45:00.000+08:00

have to take a nap now.

cant come online tonight.

have to study for Jap test tonight.

end 3 lines....

Have you figured out what life is, yet?

2005-01-31T23:17:00.000+08:00

Life Is...

by Georgia Christoforou

Life is a journey,
Life is a game,
Life is an exam,
that you mustn't fail.

To be alive it is meant
to grow and to serve.
To help the needy men,
to give and get.

To do the right thing,
to be good and keen,
to save little kids
and let birds fly free.

But life as a journey,
but Life as a game,
but Life as an exam,
it's got it's own end and gain.

Good people live for ever.
Even when they're dead.
They smile, they're laughing.
They're happy till the end.

Bad people just die
being miserable and sad.
No smiles, no laughing,
nothing's left to their hands.

e sem break is over.. OVER OVER OVER...

2005-01-30T22:55:00.000+08:00

haiz.. its dunday nite le.. have to go sch tmr lo... haiz.. monday bluez.. comdi at 12 .. my 1st lesson of e wk.. sighz.. nvm.. braced it up n face it.. hahahah....

hmm.. did nothing much today.. planned to study my kakitori test..study from 1pm to 2pm onli n my bro brought back initial D.. couldn't resist e temptation, gave in n watched from 2pm to 4pm.. huh.. after tat feel so guilty..

wanna catch a short nap den chiong for my test one.. slept for 10 mins remember i'm suppose to go collect my photos from white sand.. haiz.. pulled myself up to travel all e way there to collect.. den do a little.. a little... shoppin... find Veeko blouse not bad this time.. hahah... in trend of pink, green and white now....

went to Swanks.. e shoes r quite limited lo... hahah.. can close down soon la.. hahaha... *evil*

got my pay this morning.. not much lo.. haiz... have go for my new year shoppin leh.. dunnoe wat to get.. sighzzzzzzzzz.....

hahaha.. online since 10 30pm .. n its 10 50pm now... read afew pples blog.. notice stan did my quiz.. hahaha... *evil grinz*...

after return home did nothing coz very tired le.. freezingly cold now la.. (pray hard no fever tonight...)

may be gonna learn a few more words b4 i sleep bah... hahaha.. i'm not workin on tues.. i told my boss i need to study for me test.. gambatte

haha..see ya guys in school.. tata nitezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Untitled

2005-01-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

hmm.. have not been bloggin much this few days.. notice a lot pple have done my stupid quiz...

seriously speakin the dumbest quiz i did was abel's one la.. 1 of e question goes like this :

Hmm. If i drop 20 cents and 10 cents on the floor, which one will i pick up first?

ans: 10 cents
20 cents
pick this n u r dumb
this too

the ans is : 10 cents...

i dun get it????? ?_?

and i failed.. hahhaha... never mind.. lol....

oh ya.. went out wif rice n a-drain for photoshoting at Chinatown... hmm.. e weather isn't very good lo.. we did a lot of climbing up n down to find good angle shots.. hahaha... den we came to this residential building at the 24th level.. we got e clear view of e whole Chinatown market.. hahaha...

k i regret getting cannon cam k adrian.. haiz... if i got a nikon can share lens lo.. sighz... abel said Kheng li prefers cannon lo.. i was thinking, he perfer cannon den cannon la.. but wat we r doin now is wats e outcome.... arghhh.. dunnoe wat am i toking...

haiz... still waiting for my pay to come so i can go shopping la... sad.. CNY is juz ard e corner n abel dares to ask me.. when's chinese new year arhhh....*PUSH*... its on e 9th of Feb !!!!!!!!

hmmm... thinking of changin me HP again.. wait another 4 mths.. geeezzzz.. ahhahh...

dunnoe why i agree to go out wif abel last nite la... intended to go Esplanade to get some books for me jap proj.. stupid la.. never think of Esplanade library contains mainly art books.. haiz...

oh and there's a lot of books on videography n films.. hahah... rice we can go there one day to have a look.. hahahaha... i manage to learn 4 words for my jap.. gakkooo, byooin, eiga n tanjoobu.. arghh... have more to go.. wat e helll....

haven start on p1 lo.. but nvm.. yesterday abel gave me some idea.. see if it works la.. hahhaha....
k have to go continue my jap revision le.. kakitori test onw weds.. n i'm workin on tues... arghhh.. maybe not working...

BTW i'm changing me hair color leeeeeee.... hahahaha.... do my quiz n u'll will noe wat color it is... but have to consult e person if e color suits me mah 1st.. ahhaha..

tata.. cya guys on monday... luv ya....

How Much Do U Know Me?

2005-01-29T15:00:00.000+08:00

hey.. let see how much u guys noe me..

i noe is a bit lame to ask u all to do this la.. but jus do for e fun la.. hahah.

I made a Quiz for you! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!

Lets see who has the highest score lo... hehheehhe.....

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2005-01-28T10:12:00.000+08:00

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Link to my photobucket..

2005-01-27T23:35:00.000+08:00

hey u guys can see e outin pics i took la.. but its not very well taken la... hehhe

http://photobucket.com/albums/v244/weishan_2644

Prints

2005-01-27T22:18:00.000+08:00

okie.. 2nd day wakin up early n went abck to school to do my enlarged prints...

damn cool la.. i took onli 1 and a half hrs to do so onli.. hahaha... yeaterday was sianz den dun wan to do work when i'm tried.. hahah.. yesterday prints was alrite la..

but todays one its nice.. hahahah.. si yuan n eunice commented nice.. even tobing oso say nice.. onli adrian.. hahah.. dun mind his cirtiques coz wat he say i oso feel e same.. hahah...

meet justin for luch at 2 plus near 3 liao.. hahah.. chiong for ComDi till so late last nite.. today look so blur.. hahahha.. went to free access lab wif him.. to rot la... brian late for his lesson..

hahaha... brian ma chiam wastin pple time.. ask them to come n hand in nia... hahahhah...

hmmm... tmr goin out wif rice n adrian... hehhhe... Guess Wat we gonna do?.. hahaha secrets!!!!

lol... still tryin to upload pics to my blog.. usin photobucket la.. but need to upload all e pics 1st.. damn sianz la.. click 1 by 1.. haiz.. nvm..

subj selection tmr lo... muz set alarm clock to wake up to do.. hohohoho... takin exactly same as rice... dun care by hook or by crook... i ma gona arrange e class same as riceeeeeeee..... hahhhaa.. or rice same as me la....

but b4 that have to work hard on this sem la.. sad to say i've got no idea abt wat to do for p!.. so i ma gonna chiong my life drawin journal den get my jap proj done.. den put in all effort in p1 n ComDi.. hahhha... digi ess.. heheh... i can ask alot of pple ard so not so worry...

Time does not bring relief

Time does not bring relief; you all have lied
Who told me time would ease me of my pain!
I miss him in the weeping of the rain;
I want him at the shrinking of the tide;
The old snows melt from every mountain-side,
And last year's leaves are smoke in every lane;
But last year's bitter loving must remain
Heaped on my heart, and my old thoughts abide.
There are a hundred places where I fear
To go - so with his memory they brim.
And entering with relief some quiet place
Where never fell his foot or shone his face
I say, 'There is no memory of him here!'
And so stand stricken, so remembering him.

Edna St Vincent Millay

photography

2005-01-27T01:05:00.000+08:00

hahaha....

wonderin y pple keep complainin hungry to me this few days evern rice too.. hmmm..... hahah..

oh ya.. today went back to do my photo enlarging.. so sianz.. do till i so sianz tat i rather go home early n come back to do tmr.. hahaha.... its not tat i cant finish.. lol... jus dun feel like doin when i'm not in e mood...

haah.. had pool game wif rainer as usual.. still e same.. i'm a bad player.. but i mangae to win him for 1 round.. 1 onli.. n its a tyco one la.. rainer gave in to me so many times.. hahha...

played for an hr den left rainer to play one man show.. super funny la.. keep complainin abt e table.. seriously la.. e table like not balance leh.. hmm.... next time dun take dat table le..

discussin wif rice wat to take next sem.. takin video editin, tv product n audio post product..

eh .. not juz tat 5 ah guans ard lo.. is six lo.. kath, glenn, sek jia, mud, gQ n samson oso lo.. sharon oso did put it lo.. but wif her name infront...

this make me so difficult to find who am i toking to.. hahahha.....
nvm... e ah guanster.. thats wat sam call it.. hahhahah.. me n rice shall never give in to e peer pressure.. hahhah... The Way Of The Future.. hahhhah....

k see ya guys ard.. hmmm... tmr shall have all my prints done.. e pasir ris shot wat damn nice la.. hahaha... too bad i haven collect my color photo.. hahah.. rice u wait i collect le let u see... hahahaha....

wan go bed le.. dman justin ask me to help him to check e subj election .. argh... u $#$$$##@#.. nvm... i very good one.. help u... hahahahah... k k ..

tata guys.. nitez n sweet dreamzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

i love e clear blue sky

2005-01-25T13:00:00.000+08:00

sad rice got e photos back.. i cant go get my photos i was carry kaths bday cake n prezzie.. so to save my hand from e 1.2 kg cake.. i didn go collect.. wet straight down to pasir ris park to meet e rest..

hmmm... after we place our order of e food, hidding e flowers n cake.. we head back to where e rest is flyin e kite at... when i look up onto e trees i told rice :' how come theres n extra kite on e tree?'.. den ... wif her blushed face she said that our kite....'SHE ME'.. hahaha.. she thought i might get angry la.. but i didn.. pls la.. kite will eventually snapped one lo... hahhaha... lucky ours got stuck in e tree(SITT) not snapped....

ya.. after playin awhile meet up wif Gq n e rest la.. b4 startin our dinner.. me, kath, XH n gQ tried to contact samson la... when we r abt to start off w/o him.. he arrived.. so i asked him... y r u so late n y didn u pick up ur phone.. he said:' i was workin n i fell aslp in e train...' k dun bother to say anything further coz everyone is damn hungry la.. so we start eating ( refer to rice's blog).

we had a romantic celebration on kath's bday la... hahahah.. after e celebration.. most of them headed home .. so left a few of us tawning e whole night...

haiz.. seriously la.. most of them cant tawn nite one.. hahahah.. can see e tiredness in everyone's face.. esp rice face.. when she's tired she wun say.. untill we notice her face like lookin very pale den we noe she's tired n slpy.. haiz... rice.. next time say la...hahaha

ya.. i think e most happy part is i get to sit in A-drain car .. hahahah... Lexus RX 300 lo.... pengz... so comfy.... lol.. i purposely make him turn e wrong way so i can get to sit awhile more longer.. no la.. jk la.. my sense of directions is really bad la... can tell him to turn right when my hand is showin turning left... hahahaha.. stupid me la...

had a little commotion in his car to keep him awake.... coz he's very tired oso la... i said i'll poke to keep him awake lo... hahahha... RX 300 leh.. so cool....

now i noe.. a-drain not juz onli get interested in photography.. he oso gets interested in astrology n fishing.. hahhaha... gQ is very interested in astrology oso lo... while i'm interested in fishing... hahahaha.. to bad la.. he go fishin late at night.. if not i oso wan go... :~(

went over to rainer's place coz need to return e video cam lo.. rainer is cool la.. can play warcraft n do comdi at e same time.. i surrender la..

reach his place near 5 plus bah.. fell aslp on his bed till 7.. cannot take it anymore i went home ask him to return cam for me.. haha.. can count on him in doin things.. kekkeeke....

asked him afew quest b4 i fell aslp..

me:' eh rainer, ur hse suposingly to have how many rooms arh?'
rainer:' 3'
me:'3!!!!!'.. i onli see 2.. wheres another one????
rainer:' e 3 rd arh.. u cant find it one'
me(thinkin):' serious a room is not small lo.. n i cant find it.. hmmmm.... ahhahaha...'

seriously till i left i oso cant find e 3rd.. hmmm.....

hahaha.. todays work is alrite la.. no very tired thou but my stomach gimme me prob la... had a very bad cramp lo.. due to stomach flu i think.. its been a few days le.. arghhhh.. sobx sobx sobx...

tmr meetin si yuan to do my BaPho contact prints.. sharon n rice comin... haahah... pray hard my photos comes out well.. heheheh.. nites everyone... lights off.....

Kaths bday today

2005-01-24T14:13:00.000+08:00

haha.. woke up at 11.. tryin to get as much slp as possible.. coz tawnin nite tonite.. somemore tmr i'm workin... siaoz.. really crazy man. hahah.. heck la..

jus hope tat it will be a fun day.. but i doubt so..
haiz.. jo down wif rashes say not coming(can understand lo)..
adrian say lazy dun feel like goin( this one.. hiaz cant understand laziness..ahhah)..
rainer have to do comdi might not or maybe not coming (can understand la)....

seriously any more of this i'm goin crazy le...
gettin everyone out is so difficult..

rice, kath.. next time keep it so small tat we 3 go out can le la.. haaha...

see how things go tonite lo.. hmmm..... it's 2 now.. i have another 2 hrs to rot b4 collectin those things near gQ's place... hehehe....

alrite le la.. dun grumble le.. hehhe.. hungry now.. wake up since 11 til now not yet eat anything..
haiz had a quarrel wif my mom.. she "ba gong" dun cook for me.... sobz sobz sobz...

hahha.. online chattin wif jo n come up wif some crappy dotz.. like dottasmania, dottasville, dotsalamaakkkkweeeee.. hahahahah... super lame la.. get jo to top up e rest for me.. kekkke.....

crackin my brain on how to do my jap proj.. shity lo.. ISHIKAWA ... i look up for this place n e stupid net gimme e main city in ISHIKAWA... which is e KANAWA CITY... hahaha... read up e whole place.. e food, e activities, e schools, etc.. cant seems to get wat i wan.. hmmm.. gonna ask lai- sensei .. hehhe....

nothing better to do .. hmm get my bro initial D to watch.. kekekek.. imma get killed by him doin so.. but heck care le.. super borin now... tatata.. see ya everyone

Happy Birthday to a Special Friend

2005-01-23T20:51:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to a special friend!
Although I haven't known you many years,
Perhaps because you've dried so many tears,
Pleasure reigns as I these greetings send.
Your happiness should last till all things end!

Because you've been so sweet and understanding--
In toughest times you've made me laugh and smile--
Rejoice in your own specialness awhile:
This I'm not requesting but demanding!
How else to make yourself the celebration,
Doing what does not come naturally?
Always your concern has been for me,
Yet now you must endure my adoration!

Happy birthday to a special friend.
All my love to you this precious day!
Part of me knows just what I should say;
Part perhaps some deeper word would send.
You're the strand on which I silent write
Before my dreams are swept far out to sea.
In you there's room to canter and run free,
Restoring my lost sense of space and light.
To me you are a place where I can stay,
Hanging out to watch the rush of time,
Drawing in the sand a lazy line
Along which I can go my own sweet way.
You are my sun and shade, my bread and wine.

by David Grossman

Happy Bday to my beloved KATH...

2005-01-23T20:43:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. today went down to Pasir Ris.. FISHERMANS VILLAGE... check out something wif rice.. had a lot of photos taken.. called a lot of pple.. called TIA n she's in malaysia.. arghhhhh.. handphone bill goes "BOOM".. hahahaha

ya.. discuss a lot wif ryce.. hahaha.. den after all e pics we r half dead le.. walk here n there .. carryin a lot of thingy.. hhahaha.. once again.. i got my cam le.. hahahahahaha...

tmr shall be a fun day... pple : plz bring sufficient money k.. den hor pls pls pls.. wear slipper hor.. dun later come tell me n ryce say wear shoe can't play wif water hor.. we will be very sad lo.. n ryce will say *slap*.. hahahahahahah.. e *slap* has become ryce fav qoute.. hahahahah....

oh ya.. bring extra t shirt incase u all ' wet' urselves... hahahwe got ourselves a kite today.. hahahah... its fun la flying kite... e weather today was sooooooooo dammmmmnnnnnnnn goood lo.. very windy.. hahahahah.... we find a spacious spot to fly our kits coz we dun wan our kite to get tangled on e tree.... e trees there super chio la.. a lot of kites hangin there like flags.. hahahha... add more color to e almost bared trees... hahaha... b4 we left we had ice cream at e bus stop steps... hahhahaha....

we will have fun tmr pple.. hahahah.. photo takin, video tapin.. fire sparkles n cake.... AND AND AND... surprises.. hahahaha.....

haiz.. who can accompany me collect e cake tmr.. sighz.. *hint hint* how i wish someone will drive me.. hahhhaha... jokin la... kekekkek

Happy Day

2005-01-23T00:40:00.000+08:00

today was 10 mins late for Lidrg.. nvm... did my figure drawin den leave wif rice,A-DRAIN(adrian) and Si Yuan..

Yah adrian drive us to PP to get my cam.. yah i got my cam le.. hahahha

k b4 we leave we waved good buy to the gang in adrians car.. its kool la.. see their expressions like.. 'wah lau.. wat e hell never drive us'

hahah.. A-Drain got me a good lens.. hahah.. cool la.. got everything at 350 la.. although still feel ex la.. but nvm la...

told A-drain tat i wasn't sad of spendin e 350 on cam but sad tat i cant seat his car le.. haiz...
e car was so comfy tat i dowan to alight lo... hgahha... super high la.. like rice said.. :'Adrian.. ur car is so high.. i'm afraid of height.'

Has to jump down to alight la.. hahahha.. so cool especially infront lo.. i sat infront lo... e view was like above normal car level la.. hahaha.. crazy me...

Adrian say i get him a car den he drive me ard.. have a bargain wif him sayin i get him a car model la.. hahhaha.. nutzzzzzzzz....

went clark quaey wif rice to take pics .. take all e way to raffles mrt.... due to e 30 mins walk under e hot 33 degree sun today.. when rice n i reach e singapore river at raffles we r have dead n havin slight headache le.. sat by e bank till 5 plus b4 headin home..

hahah.. met my bro to beach road to get his army stuff.. den went ard seekin for XXXXXXXX.. tilll 8 plus den reach home.. wah lau.. back n neck achin la.. strap my bag n cam criss cross over my both shoulder la.. dead meat liao... hahah... go Zzzzz sooooon.. tatat nite everyone...

Untittled

2005-01-22T02:30:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. today went out wif a bunch of pple.. but end up geting myself in a real bad mood la.. but nvm la.. get used to it can le.. cannot be bother to plan anymore stuff le.. perhaps rice bday will be e last bah...

What kind of a person am I?
can't even give myself an answer lo.. thats pathetic la.. haiz..

this few days finding myself very irritating.. keep getting on everyones nerves liao.. oso good in a way la... so tat other wun come tok to me lo.. i can jolly well keep my mouth shut n hibernate at home do work le..

mom has been naggin me ever since e beginning of e yr.. crap la.. dunnoe wat e hell is gonna happen this yr...

went TM myself jus now to have a walk to calm myself down b4 returning home lo... bought a pair of magnetic ear ring...haahhah... vain la.. but it hurts my earloop badly.. lol.. hahahha.. vain la... walk home form TM notice it was super late lo..

hahah reach home abt 1..lol.. dunnoe where i walk to lo.. take so long.. hahaha... blur la....
tmr morning having lifdrg lo.. at Esplanade... den cannot join e orientation camp meeting.. sighx..
i did my 2 figur drawin lo.. seriously i'm amaze by myself lo.. i can actually get e proportion rite wif out guidelines.. hahahha.. so happy.. takin fashion design in secondary scool days wasn't in vain.. hahah.. sub conciously i did learn something.. hahaha....

half way thru drawin jo msg me... he didn do his drawin... coz he thought it was meant to be drawn on e sport tmr.. alamak.. hahha.. dun worry la joel... e most i keep u accompany till u finish lo.. hahaha...

tmr my aunt they all coming lo.. oso dun wan stay at home.. my hse sure like market place tmr one... hmmmm.. where shall i go????... hahaha.. dun bother la... tmr den see lo...

eyes can't hardly open le.. got to go bed le.. cya guys.. muackz nitezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....

Wednesday today... counting down

2005-01-19T12:02:00.000+08:00

haahha... today no jap lesson.. so dun need to go sch early.. hahha

ya today reach sch at 2.. jared say i was 2 mins late..@##$W$#$.. 2 mins nia.. haiz..

den 30 mins later abel came in a said he brolke his glass bottle..... i open i take a look wats inside.. guess wat.. 2 pacs of CONDOMS n 2 bottles.. haahhaah.... everyone muz be wonderin y he put it in lo.. hahaha.. his shoebox title was ESSENTIAL.. which means CONDOM is ESSENTIAL to him.. hahah.. breakin out in laughter..

Accompany him go get a new bottle la.. afraid that he'll break another one.. i carry for him e boxxxxxx..spend so much money on his ComDi lo.. hahaha still dunnoe why he put CONDOM inside la.. ahhhaha.. he ask me to think for myself.. lol..

went back to studio after accompany him to e bookshop.. den saw xj n max.. both ask wats e condom for .. den max go take n play so i said.." dun touch its oily".. max ask:' y is it oily'.. MAX use ur brain n think.. lol.... hahahaha..

today accompany Joel for a job interview.. hahah... never see tat nervous look of he's super funny...hhaahha.. he wanted that art instructor job lo.. so hope that he might be able to get in la.. hahahhaha.....

duri work today not feelin well lehz.. haiz dunnoe wat happen.. my stomach was like kenna tied a not by some one lika dat.. feel very wierd lo.. haiz.. perhaps gonna copme down wif stomach flu le... haiz......... rice saw me today in e afternoon n said i look very pale.. haiz... syndrome of dying soon... haiz...

BaPho proj is out le.. start takin pics tmr le.. lucky sharon lend me her cam.. haiz.. hahaha... takin asap la.. thankz to Sharon.. hehhhe... she went for e art instructor interview oso.. hahahah...

Movie Outin

2005-01-18T23:17:00.000+08:00

hey guys... i notice tat some off them can't make it for the movie on fri.. so can we watch it on thursday nite?? either we watch Avaitor or Elektra??? which one u all perfer??

can let me noe asap.. we need to collect e money on weds so that Jason can book online....

plsssssss..... its consider an outing for everyone b4 e holis.. den during e holis ppl will be busy wif assignment.. so hope tat everyone can join in e fun b4 chioning work like hell.. Take A Break.. Have a Movie.. hahah .. sound cheesy la... nvm..

shall blog on BaPho later la.. proj brief out liaop.. sighzzzzz.. holis went down drain.. haha

another busy but fruitful day..

2005-01-18T00:57:00.000+08:00

today went school super early to get my comdi stuff printed out and bind it.. got help from Adrian, Samson, Katherine, Vic n Philo here n there la....

hahaha.. Adrain scolded me kuku coz i'm really an comp idiot.. haiz i think everyone noes la...
Question comes in:' Why am i in IMD den?'... wondering n pondering.. kekek.. Answer is:' i dunch noe'

Esp gQ n Joel, they really noe my comp skills CMI lo.. hehehe

today went out wif Kath and Rice after our ComDI n IMD P1.... hahaha.. went to shop ard to look for some stuff.... had some nice chat before Kath n I left for gQ place, coz i need to get my digi ess done by today.. coz tmr n weds i'm working till very late... so... i muz chiong now.. leaving my tues n weds nite free to do P1 research.. haizzzzzzzz....

hahaha... finially got my 'apple head' done.. kekekke..... show it to u all when i printed it out.. kekekek... it was cute, dreamy and abit ghostly la.. coz it gives a floatin feelin.. hahaah...

today has to turn in early lo.. but i dun see that i can turn in early coz its near 1am soon... tmr BaPho lo... hope that it can be fun la.. if not i'll fall aslp lo.. haahah.. Kheng Li is not a bad lecturer la.. he likes to share his experience la.. hahaah... but i like to judge on my own so never listen to him tat much.. onli e 1st attempt i heed his advice onli.. hahahah..

BaPho this kind of thing is gain thru experience one la.. i hope i can learn more composition .. hahahha.. emaotional, abstract or artistic type la.. juz wan my pics to be good..

see ya everyone.. good nite...

Chiong ComDi

2005-01-16T21:59:00.000+08:00

haha.. woke up today and hard my breakfast den start to chiong Comdi till now lo.. from 11 am chiong till now haven finish.. waiting for rice to send it back to me.. she's e editor.. hahah eh u got new post le...

although its boring and tiring of doin lo but in the end, till this point of time i have 50 pages already.. i think i can hit 60 lo.. like adrian.. ahhaha.. tmr have to go sch early to get kath re arrange for me put in e content page n send for printing... hahaha... i dun think any file can hold 60 pieces of 70 gram paper lo.. hahahah.. so tmr use binding hahahah... ma chiam my textbook... hahaha so cool.. imagine handin e person 60 pages of paper and ask them bind it.. hohoho...

today had a whole day chat wif rice after she came back from church bah.. rite?
hahahah... wow we tok form people to people.. things to things, situations to situation, plans to plans.. hahahha... notice always rice n i plan outings one.. hahahah.. we r e planners.. kekekke.....

can foresee that e holi will be fun lo.... anyone wanna join in e planning are welcome... hahahaha.... 1st thing 1st make sure u all have enough $$$$$.. but dun worry we go budget ones... kekekek......

abel got his new phone today.. got it in e afternoon den msg me he got his phone.. he muz e smilin ear to ear lo.. hahaha... keep tell me abt his new phone this zhai that zhai since yesterday.. showin me pics here n there...the phone was kool la, no doubt... the best is e functions lo.. but too bad no bluetooth.. no bluetooth oso good la wun get virus so easily.. hgahah.. wah.. make me oso wan change new phone... i dun like my e 6oo already....

register for abel's mo blog jus now, under e 'ur phone' category dun have my phone model lo... arghh onli can choose the nearest one lo... arghhh @#@%#^#$#%..
tmr see u ur phone will be mine... hahahahah.... dun hao lian too much hor... lol....

fang send me some new emo icon for msn hahaha... its cute lo.. i poke abel, gQ, joel and rice wif all those cute cute icons.. ahhahaha... happy today....

tmr going out wif rice... will ask kath to join us after her tourism... yeah ..... we dun have Jap tmr... can go off after Comdi... muahahahahahh.. siao.. k back to work.. later free den blog again... hahahah

wonder why am i so wide awake today... hmmm.... go ask my mom y?
hahhah... she scolded me siao.. askin her stupid question while she's busy making cookies...
hahaah cookies for new yr.. i'm gonna be e guienea pig again.. this time round she ask

mom:' eh come here..'
me:' wat doin work la..'
mom:' help me test these cookies..'
me:' wah lau.. u cannot taste urself arh..'
mom:' testing anot..'
me:'@$#%^$&... test lo..'
mom:' sweet enough anot.. saltish enough anot..'
me:' dunnoe have been eating for yrs liao.. taste bud numb liao...'
mom:' waste my time..'
me :' u wan me to taste mah.. thats my answer la..'

kekekekek.. happily walking away .. she tasting herself...

mom:' nvm ask ur father to taste later.. still very hot..'
me:' dotz .. hot den ask me taste.... waste my time leh u... kns'

hahhah lameeeee.... daddy happy being mommy's guienea pig.. hhahhaha.....

Another Bday Today

2005-01-15T23:23:00.000+08:00

wah.. this month oso alot pple bday lo.. hahaha.. 5 la ... me, kath, shih hui, zong hond n yap.. hahahah... bday is fun hahah.... now got a few more pple turn 20 wif me le... hahahha...

fang, gillian n serene u all happy waiting till e end of e yr bah... hahah... evil la...

today did nothing much again lo... woke up early go work den come back chiong ComDi .. onli did all e research on example essay n bibliography onli.. all this consist of 34 pages le lo.. haiz who noes why felix like courier new so much.. haha nvm la... kath got 50 lo..

still haven start wif my ComDi lo.. still no ideas... sighzzzzzzzz

went to shih hui's aka irin bday today .. although its not e happening n crazy type but quite enjoyable la.. meet up wif classmate that never seens them for ages le... jin wei, vincent tng, han wei, jackson, zhi zong, wang xiang, xian sheng, jimmy, alston, gillian, zhen ting, serene sia... blah blah..

getting guys to take photo was so difficult..so gu niang.. hahahaha...took a few pics today la.. irin's niece was so cute.. Angel... dun wan to slp coz she see so many pple.. she took all e way e limelight today coz everyone wans to take photo wif her instead of e bday girl.. hahah..

ya today stuck infront of e comp (SIC) for 4 stupid for e example essays n bibliography onli lo.. kns.. goin to turn in early to chiong tmr morning till nite lo.... haven think of e presentation la...

go slp soonzzzzzzzzzzz.. hahaa.. happy bday irin.. kekek

last fri b4 all submission.... arghhhh

2005-01-14T22:19:00.000+08:00

ahah.. today not much things happen la.. go to sch have life drawin lesson.. today we have a new student in our class.. its Beatrice... ahhhaha.. hope she enjoyed la coz she manage to sit thru e lesson w/o dosing off...

i think she oso cannot slp la.. thomas cold jokes too much le.. den i keep toking to her n never listen to thomas.. nvm la.. hahah.. i noe need to draw e walking figure can le.. hahahah

oh.. today went to do my enlarged contact print it was still fun la.. lucky e outcome was not bad hahaha... i actually didi e doging correctly n e out come was not bad lo.. hahah

after p1 today, went to buy my films n ilford paper wif rice.. i told rice i'll fall aslp in e train lo.. but it turned out that we tok all e way to cityhall lo.. almost forgot to alight.. hahahhah..

went to cathy to get 28 rolls of filmhahah for mel n zhili oso la.. den went to ruby to get papers.. e price has gone up due to low quantity of stock n the pearl paper went out of stock lo.. i wanted pearl lo.. haiz.. nvm la.. spend $103 on films n paper.. super expensive lo.. haiz..

the auntie at ruby saw our pics n commented it was not bad.. but rice prints come out got scratches so e lady ask..

aunty:' why ur pics got line here n there' ( in chinese)
rice:' orh, my film got scratches'
me:'so how can help anot?'
aunty:' smear some medicated oil over e emusion side to cover e scratches'
me & rice:' orhhhhh"
me:' rice go home try la....'
aunty:' if it works buy me coffe arh'
me & rice:' arh!!!!.. haahhah'

den went to Funan to look at cam.. i'm gettin one myself soon.. if i can get money from my dad, plus my pay , den i'll have enough..hahha

went to Mac wif rice to have ice cream... we wanted to have something else one.. but no money le.. seriously broke.. hahahah... had e 25 cents ice cream to stop our stomach growling... we r at a remote place of the Mac there toking n eating ice cream.. so remote tat no pple will take much notice la.. onli me n rice having all 16 seats.. hahah .. eh rice we could have played musical chair there leh... ahhahah... we r discussin a new plan hahahhah..... *evil grinz*

den rice accompany me take train la.. hahha... reach home at abt 9 30 lo.. had my dinner n shower den come blog lo... haahh...

now super broke le.. have to go budget like rice lo.. hhahaa.... Monday n Wednesday no Jap leh.. hahahahah.. so happy... askin rice out to go shoppin awhile... hahaha...

u noe wat i mean arh rice.. hahahahha.. its so fun today lo.. although onli e 2 of us.. haha

ahhahaa.. new outing plan

2005-01-13T22:58:00.000+08:00

okie.. this was suggested by jason.. den i discussed wif rice n she agree...

ok.. next wk is wk 7 which is e submission wk b4 the term break... so i assume everybody is busy this wk..

we have a movie plan.. watching "AVIATOR".. rice read it n said its not bad..
so we are thinking of makin a big outing lo.. e plan goes like this if we can get half e theatre filled we can book e whole theatre down so.... everyone.. get who ever u all wan be it in IMD, VSC, PID, IAD , ADM or other school!!! get lects to go if u all can.. i noe fred can rite.. lol.... k... get as many pple to go as possible..

please tell us (me & rice) asap... hhahha.. rice is dying to take pics lo.... best by this wkend so i can go ask abt e bookin asap...

k thankzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....... tag tag tag or sms sms sms or msn msn msn.. wat ever as long as asap can le!!!!!!

venue: will be in TM GV most prob
time: fri nite can?
anything to add pls tag k..
busy sia.. haha

Thursday

2005-01-13T19:07:00.000+08:00

ahaha.. today i'm very tired and dun wan to tok liao... hahah.... fall aslp immediately when ever i sit down lo.. in e bus.. in e studio.. lucky not in e darkroom...hahah

today meowmoo meeting wif thomas, fred, gQ, jo, ben...
Thomas was in a long sleeved tee.. stripes of blue n pinkish orange.. n he wore his cap e other way round ... this make him look so kidish.. hahaha... i said he look like a cartoon character la.. but cannot remember which one le.. hahaha

sighz.. have Botero drawing to chiong n IMD p1 to chiong oso.. sighz...

everyone oso muz be very tired n sick of e school work already.. can see gQ never slept for days, rice oso, look so pale, tired n weak.. haiz.. kath oso so busy that i didn see her much today...

today was stuck in e darkroom from 1 pluz to 4 plus to get my enlarged contacts printed lo.. kns duunoe if e chemicals got contaminated or is e paper problem lo... my prints come out being fogged.. WTF.. haiz... ganbatte lo.. tmr do one more time.. if still fail , i'll surrender n call Kheng Li for help le... haha.. k now is 7pm.. go Zzzz le.. later wake up chiong Botero n P1.. hahah...

see everyone in sch k...

busy ....

2005-01-12T12:07:00.000+08:00

ahaha... forgot to tell Kath.. ehh.. yesterday i went home rite got a shock when i was entering e lift lo.. a cat was lying in a corner like a chusion.. i really thought it was a chusion so i ignore it lo.. den sudden i saw it lookin at me.. wah lau.. super scary lo...

den i was so nervous that it might come near me so i stood very stiff.. den e lift door open i wanted to dash out but e cat seems to be unaware my existence lo.. so i took a few pics of him.. hahhah.. it was cute la....

today find some pple have changed lo.. but who cares.. i cannot be bother la.. actually not juz today la.. a few days le.... nvm ...

today p1 was sianz eventhough we had some activities in class.... wahidah ask me

wahidah: y u all look so tired today?
me & jo: coz we r tied wif sch work...
wahidah: orhhh.. eh no.. it was yesterdays party rite....
me: ehhhh.. grinz.. not really.. did some work last nite oso.. hahhah
jo: erm no .. i went home early to do my work..
wahidah: ohh.. den muz tell me when u all encounter prob la.. den i can help u all....

HELP!!!!! wah lau excuse me.. she dun come give us like 2 hrs of lesson there listenin to her tok can liao.. hahahah....

i was onli half awake durin p1 .. she asked me questions, lucky i can reply.. hahah
oh same wif e jap lesson in e morning.. so lame to have it at e engine sch LT lo... e LT was so steep lo.. look down onli as if u r goin to fall down.. haiz .. have it in design sch mah.. hahah big n comfy...wahahah...

after sch saw fang n teng in canteen... den together wif sharon, we went to CS to buy something.. hahha i alread guessed it wat fang n teng wan to do le.. hahah.. buy my bday present.. although is late but nvm.. i got wat i wan.. haahahahha... CK eternity moment lo... $72 .. cool.. super nice man...

den i thought i got my present can go work le.. who noes fang sudden say

fang: eh.. shanz let u choose u wan rose or sunflower..
me: ??? huh??
fang: aiya.. buy u flower la.. hahaha
me: orhhh..

so we went to e nearest flower shop to pick flowers... teng choose a red rose for me, fang choose e white one for me.. den fang n teng represent Mel to choose me a pink rose.. wahhhahahahhaah... got 3 rose leh... so nice i took pics of it.. too bad i cant upload now.. haiz.. wait till i can upload k.. hahaha

now is do work time le.. dead.. tmr digi ess.. my character is still floatin in my mine.. haha.. nvm la.. peter sam.. lol...

tmr need to do my developin of my photo...
e worlds most stupid person is me le.. i actually developed a white photo.. coz i forget to allow e paper to expoe under e light.. so damn bloody stupid lo.. can luagh till dropz lo. haoz.. hope my paper is enough for tmr la.... pray hard!!!

bday today

2005-01-12T01:45:00.000+08:00

hahah... morning had fun in bapho lo.. den go home slp barely 30 mins wake up den go meet e rest in school studio....

had a crzy photo taking sessions.. lol.. i'll upload once i ask rice or abel to help me bah.. hahahah.. i have more pics we took at e reservior ones.. hahahah.. n e audio thingy which is dedicate by gq, jo, fred, benn abel.. hahha

mud play me e bady song.. so paiseh.. hahaha..thankz anyway.. i love it.. i video it out leh.. hahaha.. nezt time burn out for u all to see.. hahahah

k la.. today never do any work again.. slack.. tmr wake up early to do my jap hmewrk.. hahaha...

see ya guys ard in achool lo.. tata.. nitez

Eve...

2005-01-10T23:30:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. gettin my 1st bday present soon.. tmr!!!!!.. fang, teng n mel gettin me my CK eternity moment.. muahahaha.. so happy... BIG THANKY... love ya all sooooooooooo muchhhhhhhhh.. kekeke

hmmm kath call to say can dun go swenson tmr anot.. den i dunnoe wat u all plannin le.. tell me asap leh... anyway who going.. heheheh... can i list down e pple i wan see leh.. hahahah... nvm la.. later i miss out den die.. lol

hmmmm... today went out wif serene, fang, teng n evelyn.. went orchard walk walk... hahah.. met gillian, serene sia n zhenting... hahaha wat a coincidence... later go home met emily.. my dearie emily.. shes still so cute.... hehehehe.. she actually remember my bday leh.. so happy....

hahaha.. nothing much to tok abt today la... dun wan tok abt work.. this 2 days shall be my slacking days.. after tat have to work like mad liao... hahaha...

to rice: tmr arh remember wat u should wear arh... hahaha.... shoe n ur pants.... ahahahahahah... remember!!!!!!!!

sunDaY

2005-01-09T22:47:00.000+08:00

today whole day stay at home lo.. 2 days liao.. stay at home do work n slp (to self recover frm illness)..

did my comdi .. we r suppose to look at e artefacts and write abt it.. but i did it another way round.. i read up so info from net n books den take afew ideas here n there.. basically copyon of ideas.. suz man when ideas dun flow.. haiz... change my compo when i find new idea.. hahaha

oh today chiong work wif joel till i cannot take it liao go play game... hahahah

joel is much hard working den me lo.. i took 4 hrs to complete my 2 compo (narrative n expository).. he took dunnoe how long la.. now i think still doin lo...

he can actually watch , eat, drink n do work all at one time... serious arh.. including work????hahahaha... i'm totally defeated liao.. hahahha.. i surrender, u win !!!!!!

palyed rose for 3 pathetic hrs to kill my 'boredness'.. finally up lvl to lvl 23.. pathetic la...

den watch tv prog.. a sort of prog la.. watch ace ventura ( upteen times i've watched).. den e chiniese version of armagadoen ( oso watch upteen times le)...

basically today i'm wastin my time off like this lo... later still got tv prog to catch.. hahaha

fang, u muz be envy bah... anyway those prog r so sianz la.. i rather go out lo.. haiz...
teng didn manage to help me in my comdi descriptive compo but nvm la.. she oso very busy la.. hahhah .. crack my head n think hard lo.. dotzzzzz

tmr comdi n jap lesson.. i hope it will pass smoothly.. i didn do my hiragana n katakana work.. cant remember lo.. nvm tmr den do.. kekeke...

abel they all went out today ahhaha.. never see him online since morning already expected le.. den read hui hui's blog can confirm go out lo.. hahah.. he said he got e vcd for quill le ( e one we watched at rice hse)..
e show was super touchin lo.. i watch twice or can say thrice lo... super touchin n nice.. no wonder abel wants to buy it.. tryin to get for him from e rental but cant get it.. hahahah.. u all get him to burn la.. he's more den willing to do it... hhahaha...

abel recommend new song n i'm listenin now.. hmm not bad.. listen liao i wan Zzzz.. e lyrics was pretty nice la.. at least i dun get headache from it.. hahaha.. not bad.. i like it.. kekeke

oh ya e pics r up liao lo.. super funny lo.. 190 pics leh.. incredible lo.. ahhaha.. shall have another outing like this one... hahaaha

k la enough le.. ttyl..

sAtUrDaY

2005-01-08T23:53:00.000+08:00

yesterday was fun, today was boring..

siaz.. promise today will be a very short one.. hahaha

work up at 8 30 prepare to go work.. as usual i'm fallin aslp durin work.. hahahha..
come back ard 1 plus.. online play ROSE from lvl 20 to 22 den stop to take a nap..

Sighz... down wif score throat n cough today... its been very long since i fall sick liao.. *cough cough*

joel msg me ard 8 plus lo askin me abt his comdi thingy lo..

i haven start my comdi... sux to be me man.. hiaz.. even my bro oso wun help me do lo... *sobz sobz*

took a nap from 5 to 7 ... now wanna go slp again liao... e cough n score throat is killin me man...
nitez everyone.. sweet dreamz...

Today's Outin Was Fun Man...

2005-01-08T01:07:00.000+08:00

heheh dun tok abt e morning la .. its sux waited 4 pathetic hrs for wahidah's lesson... n life drawin in e mornin make me fall aslp...

k Ard 4 plus, gQ fred, jo, me, kath, hui hui, sek jia, adrain, max we went down to Esplanade ( ya Esplanade again.. our hang out place).. we went there to have our Botero drawin... we split up as in adrain is drawin e bird on e woman. Den me hui hui was drawin on the woman wif fruit.. (met up wif sharon n ying.. they went to no signboard to eat .. sighz no $$$ cant go)....

went to suntec wif Thomas n gang for dinner... now we have jason wif us....
after dinner is ard 9 already.. so rice me n kath went to dedicate songs using e laser projector thingy la... rice n i dedicate for e HFCs den Kath n e rest dedicate for me.. hahaha... cute la yet paiseh.. hahahha

We actually went into e fortune of wealth to play wif e water n made a wish each( if everyone did la.. i did..) b4 we went to listen to e songs we dedicat. After finish listenin to all e dedicated songs, we realise that our songs ain't played.. nvm lo.. so we continue to hang ard lo...

ahhahaha we took alot of fun pics... this reminds me of e IMD chalet.. super fun la.. cannot be spoken by words la..

i took alot of pics wif everyone.. rice oso took alot of pics of other pple.. ahhahahha

is a bit pity that someone of them not here.. hahahah.. today shan't blog too long... tired oso...
wah lau.. 110 pics taken in 3 hrs.. super cool n shiok arh... too bad rice memo card can onli take up to like 1oo la.. if not we will have more... i took up to 110 shots... great manz...

i actually took pics of thomas.. haah he's a cute lect tho... lol.... he ofer to gimme a ride home but inoder to hang out wif e rest n take more pics.. i rejected his lift home.. ahhaha.. nvm got other chance one...

we r go engross in posin n takin pics till we forget abt e time to go home...
me:' wat time is it now?'
kath:' its 11 15pm already..."
me:' wat!!!!! die die die... i need to be home by 12.. die can't make it home...'
me:' eh.. hurry up i need to go home lia...'

(* shoom everyone parted good bye... in a hurry to catch train..)

gQ, jo n fred still haning out under e bridge of Esplanade.. lol... they r hangin till next morning lo.. wah lau.. how i wish i can join them.. hahahah.. too bad tmr morning 9 30 workin... need Zzzzz.... haah

k todays one not that long rite.. hahaha.. happy readin.... need to go bed soon but still sendin rice e pics.. everyone need to check out some cool, cute n hentai pics la... super funny la...

Last but not least.. thankz to everyone who came today... we have given ourselves another nice n beautiful memories to keep in heart forever.. hehehe...

sweet dreamz guys... take care n gembate for ur sch work k... nite nite..(remember to tag hor.. hahah)

happy day

2005-01-06T21:37:00.000+08:00

hahahah... today pretty happy.. dunnoe where to start my blog.. hmmm....

k today had digi ess lesson at 9... as usual peter sam is late.. ahahaha... nvm.. he re teach e run text over e pic tat one la.. den do some hands on this time...

den something happen.. when i ask peter sam for help he click on something n e whole free hand is being exit.. e worse thing is i almost finish my work ... stupid me forget to save la.. hahah... in e end he say re do 1 page (initially has to do 6 pages) .. but den now e stupid crash on my work i was doin half way e stupid prog exit itself..

Peter Sam oso bo bian la.. let me offf... hahahhaha ... but i noe how to do la...

k after lesson have lunch wif joel n gQ at Mensa... e chicken rice again.. i swear not to eat that anymore within this mth.. arghhhh... hhaahh...

after that at 2 met abel n stan to collect my things n off to work.....

as usual work is alot la... still cannot finish marking... hahahha
Fang lucky we r not working on fri man... if not can die lo.. today sharon n i share nicolas homewrk lop.. but in e end i do most of e markin n shar do recordin... hahaah

after work walk to interchange to meet serene but she's late lo... den sharon accompany me go see silpper after that her fren call.. walk her to mrt station to meet her fren... Ying la... hahah noe new fren... her drawins was good lo... hahha.. i like e clavin n hob comics.. cute cute der... see her draw so nice den think of my drawin sighz~~~~ hit rock bottom la... she should be in design sch lo...ahhahah

after tat serene call den go walk walk wif her lo.. still lookin for my slippers.. ahahahah....
she cuyt her hair.. spike spike one.. hahahah... she so ' zhi lian' lo..keep usin my Hp to take her own pics..

hahha... she ask me out on monday lo... hahahah i'm booked on monday night.. got yi ling .. my sis evelyn.. serene.. she ask me wan vanessa to go anot lo.. kns.. pls la think for urself la.. i wun say i noe her lo... hahaha

finially got my slipper... like e old one i use to wear.. the weave weave one...hahahha....

hmmm was on bus 28 when i return home.. b4 i alight i saw e phone abel say he wans to get it... dunnoe wat hp is that my 1st time seein it... super cool i keep starin n wonderin abt e hp n e guy keep lookin at me.. muhahahaha...

abel arh i think it is lo... e more i recall e more i think is e one u r sayin lo.... i find tat suits u la.. pretty big n broad.. hahhaha

reach home at 8 plus today.. consider early liao... usually after 12 den reach home one... lol....

oh ya tmr i can go for e Botero drawin .. my mom actually agree to let me out.. but she say Saturday i muz be home.. i was curious n ask y den she say becoz my bro come back from army... i dun think so lo.. my bro 1st day come back from army i oso not at home .. hahahah.. i think becoz my bday comin liao... ohhoohhhooohhooo.... sooooo happppyyyyy.......

hahahha.. oh ya... regardin my bday present list... hmm forget it abt e previous post i have a new list now....

1. get a SLR cam
2. get e CK eternal emotion perfume... hahaha $ 74 nia(*hint hint)
3. get a new sport shoe
4. get money for my bday... hahahah
5. eh no 5 le...

kekekeke.. i was very happy today... noe sharons fren.. saw e perfume i long wanted .... den bday comin.. feel that serene n yi ling will gimme somthing surprisin.. hope so la.. she so mysterious..... anyway thay wan go MS lo.. i a bit sianz la.. hahaha...

k la.. todays blog oso not short.. happy readin lo.........

hahaaahha...

2005-01-05T23:58:00.000+08:00

today still e same thing happen at work lo... mark like hell got angry over kids not doin work... y arh.. i cant get my hands to do my work n they dun wan to do.. haiz...

i really need a break le.... dyin liao....

working 3 consercutive days... tue 4 to 10, wed 630 to 1015, thurs 2 15 to 6 30.... haiz no choice need money urgently.. sighzzzzzzzzz......

haven do my life drawin n comdi thingy.. not goin to do tonite le coz my hands n back r achin... too much marking n maybe sitting in e wrong position bah...

fri botero thingy can count me out liao lo... wahidah wans to have lesson lo... WTF when my life drawin got no lesson den she wans lesson... haiz...

dunnoe wat to do rite now maybe go play rose awhile wait for my hair to dry den Zzzzz.. notice my hair look better when its wet.. hahahha.. notice it in e batheroom... coolz..

haha k la.. nitez everyone...

empty

2005-01-05T23:52:00.000+08:00

haiz.. guys sad to say i wun be joining u all on fri le...

wahidah wans to have P1 on fri which is 3 to 6 lo..

u guys enjoy la.. anyway i oso not in e mood to go out in big grps le...

goin solo soonnn...
hahahha

tata .. nothing else to say le la...

take care

freaking angry day...

2005-01-05T14:33:00.000+08:00

WTF... someone spoil my day.. sad....

dun ask me read jo's blog....

hehehehe.... nothing much to do now in e free access lab... rotting till P1... another freaking sianz day for me... later still have to go work leh... hahahah meetin fang....

fang, mr goh ask me to work on fri coz yesterday e Etasha cant get use to u... muahahahahah... i'm dead liao... he wan me to work from 4 to 6 on fri nia... dunno wat to say oso la... today he sure will ask abt details one... gosh!!!!!

(LanceDNA) sighhh, tokking abt work.... I need to have my own income soon... HOW HOW!???? GIMME A SIGN!!!! O_O"... btw guys... fri we goin down to err... esplanade hor? if so... plz tag ur fking msg to Rice and Max tagboard... so far, these are the pple whom are going/suppose to turn up... (hint hint~) obviously Shan and I are going...

(shanz)
k lets do a list out here...dun care is HFC or not la...hope that u all can turn up la.... jus for fun la

gQ, rice, kath, mud, max, XJ, abel, sharon, hui hui, vicky, jason, glenn, samson, stan, justin, fred, ben, kiwi, shwartz(e 3 turn up for fun lo), jared, sek jia, eugene, james( basicallly all IMD, HFC n DSL).. muahahaha like going for war ....)... and who ever u all r la... come out to relax la... fri leh.. hahha... remember to tag beatrice blog who ever going or mine board oso can la... hhahahaahah

list so much, later pathetically few ants going nia.. hahah... time: after 12 bah i think(ask rice n max).. venue : hermmm.. jo n i will set off from sch e rest u all see la.. meet jo n i or go down there urself....

abel so good going lunch wif fren in a thai resturant... sad sad sad...

(LanceDNA)
Well, =} ... hope to see ya'll there and dun forget to bring ur cams along yea? Fri nia, relax lah~ and btw... u can oso call along ur friends too... get to broaden our influence like HFC, Byelamos etc., mud smile/reflex and wat ever quirks we all have yea?... MUAHAHAHA!~ FREEDOM! TAKE IT! ITS YOURS!~~ cya there and may the force be with you... -zoooom-

(shanz)
in conculsion... hahaha.. dunnoe wat to conclude oso la... hahha.. shall blog more tonite... u guys muz be sianz abt my blog liao.. everyday so long... lalallalaaaaalalaahahhahhahaahahaahahh.....

tiring day for me.. head spinning like hell..

2005-01-05T02:22:00.000+08:00

k to day woke up at 7 30 happily pack my bag for bapho today... hahah.. e 1ft 1 n half hr was suz.. sit there listening to wat Kheng Li tok... he tok like very complicated.. after finish sayin he say muz go see den u will understand liao...

wah lau go up realise how easy it was.. evelyn n i make n stupid mistake.. dun wan say later got laugh till pemgs.. hahaha.. anyway even its boring but need to lidten carefully super IMPT.. pple on e followin days argh... open ur ears big... hahah

stay till very late to finish my own prints n help e others la.. rice wanted me to help but den it seems that she can do it on her own la.. i'm extra there.. nvm.. wanted to go home slp to cure my head spin after e lesson at 12.. but den nvm forget it... stay til 3 pluz den have my 1st n last meal for e day... lol... den went of to work..

like wat abel say have kids for breakfast.. hah.. bel next time bring u there .. lol.. they r killing me alittle by alittle lo.... lucky to my rex was so obedient.. dun nned me to scream at him to do his wor.. he did it so well man.. haahha.....

asking me so many quest den sommore dunnoe how to hold pencil have to waste my time holdin their hands to write.. a new studet came in today.. he's got some kind of illness tat he cannot pay attention one.. i have to take my pen n point at every single word to draw his attention.. i didn do tat for long coz my black nails draw his attention.. i point wif my fingers.. lol

he den do super fast lo.. wat a relieve... hahahah.... today's marking was like forever no endin one... mark finish 2 huge mountain of work still got another mountain cannot finish....

today was me, fang, teng, sihui, long xin, angeline on teachers duty... hahha.. mark like hell lo.. hand can ache liao.. tmr fang, me n teng have to continue this torture... marking 2 wks work for every individual student... i day 10 over pages of math n eng lo, times by 2 wks which is (12 days) is like marking 100 over pages for one student leh.. can die, how i wish i have a few more pairs of hand... arghh

fang's dad gave me a ride home today becoz e sky is crying for e pple who died in e tsunami.. lol... being lame.. but to me it sems tat its really crying for them... have been continously raining for days le...

pray hard our HFC outing on fri was a sucessful one coz we need light to draw.. went wif jo last sat where theres no sun at all.. sighz.. hhah...

heheh so happpy going town wif fang on thurs to buy shih huis bday present ... hmmm tokin abt present.. my bday oso coming le.. hahaha

make a list i want to have bah(reference *hints*):

SLR cam
hope to get a labby by end of e yr(wait long long)
surprise party
dun wan soft toys for bday present( mom screamin at my toys liao)
new design for my plain sch shoe ( fang arh help me think)
hope that all my friendship between everyone will last 4ever
hope dat money can drop from e sky like e rain ( no money to get bapho thingy liao)

haiz.. k la tok too much liao... blog always to long .. u all readliao oso sianz la.. hahaha.. nvm la.. bare wif me when e kick over den short short liao... hhaahha

got to go to bed sooon its 2 21am... which means i never blog yesterday.... hahaha..

pray hard tmr will be a better day for me..

nitez everyone... sweet dreamzzzzzzzzz

emptiness, guiltness, lonliness.....

2005-01-03T23:24:00.000+08:00

Dun Read if u R nOt iN e gOod MoOd.. its worse after readin it....

today supposed to go for rice bapho lesson wif her but due to playin too much ROSE last nite, i overslept.. sorry rice.. haiz....

finally work up at 9 30 not feelin very well either i drag myself to sch.. haiz... 3 stop b4 i reach sch abel msg came in ..

abel :'shan, u in sch?'
me: ' soon, y. i thought u r still slpin so never call u to come sch early'
abel:(out of e topic) eh, can download leh .. damn zhai lo..

wonder wat can be d/l rite.. wat else ROSE online lo....

me:' where r u now?'
abel:' free access lab.. can't play seems like got error."
me:' sighz'

finally reach sch went to free access lab to find him lo.. suppose to go find rice 1st... saw hui hui n christine....

went to darkroom to find rice n e rest got shoo out by Kheng Li... hate him man... suz to e core..

had so call breakfast -lunch wif abel till kat came, den see e HFC minority (gQ, Joel, Glenn, Mud).. later sharon n justin join in...

exchange a few conversation wif sharopn den leave for lesson lo.. sighz.. i'm having ComDi wif kath, vic, philo,adrian,samson.... abel, rice n e rest having IMD P1.. i assume is equally damn sianz lo.. had a break at 1 35 to 2 10.. pretty long break but prefer he let us off early.. haiz..

during e break went to e reservior wif jo, vic n shi shi.. took some pics.. den started to drizzle.. bad omen.. hahah...

went back for ComDI .. lasted for e pathetic 20 mins den we can go.. take out calculator to calculate if he let us off early we would be dismiss at ard 2 lo... hate e delay.. waste time... i can come home do work or paly games leh.. haiz... nvm la...

finish ComDI went to look for bel n rice... went up to darkroom to collect rice photo den head to e library to get some cds( rice borrow onli la).. den went straight home..

Step into e hse, realise my mom at home... not good leh cant do anything much.... heck care, play wif game today whole day... super stressed out in ComDi lesson.. from 1st lesson till now have been stressin on my write up...

Other seems to be doin so well n i'm there struggle wif 'how to write', 'wat to write', ' is my sentence rite', ' is my grammer correct'.. wah can die lo..

Nvm throw everything back n dit down n play for today onli.. today onli.. abel dun come tempt me to play for e next few days.. lvl 20 liao.. wan a rest le...

Tmr workin wif fang at 4 to 10.. sure damn bloody alot of things to mark.. pls la.. 2 wks work have to finish markin by e next tuition day.. siao liao lo.. cannot finish den my own work oso can forget it la...

Maybe u guys wonder y muz i work .. e reason behind is... i need money to get my cam asap.. den new yr coming buyin alot of thingy.. need to save money for bapho(damn ex lo)..

having been complainin to my dad for a allowance raise.. i thought he wouldn't agree to it... but who noes i founf 50 bucks in my wallet this morning.. onli use to bei 35 lo... love my dad sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.. wonder y not love my mom... hahaah.. not say dun love la (everyone love their parents lo)... abel n stan noes e reasons onli.. hahahahahh...

Aiyah.. today reach home till now i did noething on my sch work.. really.. i chuck my bag aside on e comp n play ROSE till now .. dun ask me why never do work coz i dun wan tooo... damn sianz abt work le.. esp after e conversation wif jared jus now..

have been thinking y am i in design sch.. in tp desigh somemore.. y am i in IMD.. wat am i doin here.... wat am i supposed to do in here.. these questn keep poppin up in my mind.. i oso got no ans to it... wat i can onli do is to take a step at a time le... wats on e end of this road i oso have no idea..maybe some of u might think i'm wastin time bah... i oso dunnoe... no ans to it either.. sighz...

My mom complains abt my balck nail polish today.. n my eye liner today... dunnoe wats wrong wif her to find my probs... see my dad came home this evening help him wif some window cleanin while i was on e game wif abel.. feel less guilty to take so much money from him lo.. hahah... need to spen wisely le.. that means.. less movie.. less going out... less play pool n bowling....... less buying clothes... have to all save up to get my SLR cam... another long last sighzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Dooms Day Tmr 4 Me.. Sighz

2005-01-02T22:43:00.000+08:00

hahahaahhhaaha... so cooling todays weather.. ahhahahah

sorry i'm too high listening to Loner In Love by Busted... ahhaha rice got addicted too i send it to her wan leh.. but all thankz to abel who send it to me 1st.. hahah

k lets start e blog rolling.. hahaha...

today woke up pretty early n try playing R.O.S.E online (Rush On Seven Episodes).. it took me 2 hrs to mingle how to install n reinstall.. i tried that 4 times okie... wah lao can get crazy... den in the actually i onli need to restart my comp onli nia.. damn it.... hahaha...

finally took 15 mins of patching but in between got hang twice... sighz.. nevermind thats not impt..
the worse part is the sever all maxed out.. so damn sianz liao by e time.. keep seeing(on msn la) abel say how cool e game was.. hahaha.. den finally i can play liao... haha so happy...

hohohoho.. but stupid me after palyin for 2 hrs accidentally exit e game thats great man.. den i can't get in again.. haiz... how i wish they have 10 over server like Maple Story... lol...

hahha.. finially from 7 i chiong my IMD p1 till 10 and i'm done wif it.. hahah dione 3 days b4 dead line... but on e other hand sad to say i;m gonna be dead tmr coz i neber do my comdi.. hahah... forget it la.. i have to loose something to gain another.. spend my time on imd p1 now no more brain juice to think for my comdi liao.. forgive me my teammates.. so sorry i'm always e last one.. kekekek.... hope that i'lll dream wat to write la.. den i can roughly write it down...

Last but not least.. a thousands n millions thankz to riceeeee... she help me edit my IMD p1... hohohoh.... too bad she wun be able to read my blog coz she went to bad early liao... she damn enjoy todays weather hahah.. so get into her cosy bed early liao.... Nte NIte...

k now e night still early i go play ROSE liao... abel's blog server down today.. dunnoe wat he blog abt sure abt ROSE one..hahah... neber mind read tme...

~ shoooooooooommmmm play ROSE liao............